Xella Red - Different Lyrics

Even if I killed you
Even if I killed you
What would that make me
What would that make me
Even if I killed you
Even if I killed you
What would that make me
What would that make me
To get through these days
Sometimes I wanna pray
But I think I'm losing faith
No I'm not okay
I'm tired of saying baby
I tell her stay away
If you don't wanna hurt
'Cause all I do bring is pain
They say hurt people hurt
And that's true
This ain't worth what I'd possibly
Cause girl this ain't my first
See I been here before
And I broke down my last
And I would probably do you worse
Daughter lose her daddy
For something that I did
I don't think I'm ready
To sit in court beside his kids
Even if I killed you
Even if I killed you
What would that make me
What would that make me
I wouldn't be no different
I wouldn't be no different
I wouldn't be no different
I wouldn't be no different
I wouldn't be no different
I wouldn't be no different
It's so hard to be strong
Oh no no no no
No no no no oh

Even if I killed you
Even if I killed you
What would that make me
What would that make me
Even if I killed you
Even if I killed you
What would that make me
What would that make me
To get through these days
Sometimes I wanna pray
But I think I'm losing faith
No I'm not okay
I'm tired of saying baby
I tell her stay away
If you don't wanna hurt
'Cause all I do bring is pain
They say hurt people hurt
And that's true
This ain't worth what I'd possibly
Cause girl this ain't my first
See I been here before
And I broke down my last
And I would probably do you worse
Daughter lose her daddy
For something that I did
I don't think I'm ready
To sit in court beside his kids
Even if I killed you
Even if I killed you
What would that make me
What would that make me
I wouldn't be no different
I wouldn't be no different
I wouldn't be no different
I wouldn't be no different
I wouldn't be no different
I wouldn't be no different
It's so hard to be strong
Oh no no no no
No no no no oh