Xawn - California Lyrics

Took it to the max but lost all my friends
Got a couple bad days where I think about revenge
But at the age of seventeen I got shit together
They say I'm wasting all my time but life ain't been better
I said fuck it to the racks I'll heal all the damage
Focused on myself the world's next I'll manage
The purpose of my life you asked I'll be honest
I don't know
I could move to California forget about my problems
With a bitch to mow my lawn and wipe down my marble columns
With a couple hundred racks and big body Bentleys
I said fuck it to the world I been way too friendly
You want these racks racks
I been pushing all my limits to the max max
Think I'm boutta lose it all let's leave it at that
And pick up on my backpack
Maybe to move to Ajax
I'm tryna heal myself please don't bother me
I'm breaking all the rules
Should follow says who
You should finally break lose
Should've left it like that
Burning in the past
I can never escape these visions where we kiss and then we laugh
Now I'm tryna relapse
I'm tryna get it back
Guess it's your loss but what do I know
I'm screaming who
This can't be true
I wanted you
I'm tryna choose
I'm feeling blue
And where was you
I guess I can never change if we crash
Remember when we first met too
You told me that you need me I'm like bae I need you too
But now we see each other we're like who the fuck are you
If I can choose
I would still go pick you over any other girl
But that's long in the past
Remember sneaking you the texts while I'm stuck up in class
Yea who knew eight months we wouldn't go the same way
I remember begging you baby could you please stay
So tonight
We'll ride
Raise up your glass we can say our goodbyes
Aw yeah
The party's crashing down
Don't wanna be around for that no
1 2 3 4 shit
Don't wanna be around for that no
Time's up
Woah
Could be riding around town with big body Bentleys
Still got a hole in my chest I need you to resent me
Can you leave me lone I'm feeling too empty
But in the end
I could move to California forget about my problems
With a bitch to mow my lawn and wipe down my marble columns
With a couple hundred racks and big body Bentleys
I said fuck it to the world I been way too friendly
You want these racks racks
I been pushing all my limits to the max max
Think I'm boutta lose it all let's leave it at that
And pick up on my backpack
Maybe to move to Ajax
I'm tryna heal myself please don't bother me
Yea yea yea yea please don't bother me
I know I know put it all on me
Oh well I'm used to it anyway

Took it to the max but lost all my friends
Got a couple bad days where I think about revenge
But at the age of seventeen I got shit together
They say I'm wasting all my time but life ain't been better
I said fuck it to the racks I'll heal all the damage
Focused on myself the world's next I'll manage
The purpose of my life you asked I'll be honest
I don't know
I could move to California forget about my problems
With a bitch to mow my lawn and wipe down my marble columns
With a couple hundred racks and big body Bentleys
I said fuck it to the world I been way too friendly
You want these racks racks
I been pushing all my limits to the max max
Think I'm boutta lose it all let's leave it at that
And pick up on my backpack
Maybe to move to Ajax
I'm tryna heal myself please don't bother me
I'm breaking all the rules
Should follow says who
You should finally break lose
Should've left it like that
Burning in the past
I can never escape these visions where we kiss and then we laugh
Now I'm tryna relapse
I'm tryna get it back
Guess it's your loss but what do I know
I'm screaming who
This can't be true
I wanted you
I'm tryna choose
I'm feeling blue
And where was you
I guess I can never change if we crash
Remember when we first met too
You told me that you need me I'm like bae I need you too
But now we see each other we're like who the fuck are you
If I can choose
I would still go pick you over any other girl
But that's long in the past
Remember sneaking you the texts while I'm stuck up in class
Yea who knew eight months we wouldn't go the same way
I remember begging you baby could you please stay
So tonight
We'll ride
Raise up your glass we can say our goodbyes
Aw yeah
The party's crashing down
Don't wanna be around for that no
1 2 3 4 shit
Don't wanna be around for that no
Time's up
Woah
Could be riding around town with big body Bentleys
Still got a hole in my chest I need you to resent me
Can you leave me lone I'm feeling too empty
But in the end
I could move to California forget about my problems
With a bitch to mow my lawn and wipe down my marble columns
With a couple hundred racks and big body Bentleys
I said fuck it to the world I been way too friendly
You want these racks racks
I been pushing all my limits to the max max
Think I'm boutta lose it all let's leave it at that
And pick up on my backpack
Maybe to move to Ajax
I'm tryna heal myself please don't bother me
Yea yea yea yea please don't bother me
I know I know put it all on me
Oh well I'm used to it anyway