Xavier - Scarred N' Tearin' Lyrics

I just want drugs and I just want your love right now
Don't get it mixed up though
I was meant to die alone
Pretty sure I sold my soul, bae
Cuz that one day I never came back the same
Now I got an Appetite for Destruction
Now I don't seem to fuckin' listen
All the shit I see in my head is so vivid
I can't forget it
I'm scarred n' tearin'
I wish I forgot it
But I deal with it cuz I made a deal with him
Now I feel his presence in the presence of my suffering
I really hate the way I shake on deals I don't really mean, no
How I really fucked with my dome
Feel so out of touch
I feel so gone
Can you distract me from the fact things won't ever be the same?
Does it really have to be this way?
I feel like I got rain running through my veins
I really miss the way I felt rays (Rays)
Felt rays (Rays)
Feel like I'm one of a kind, but sometimes I think I just might

I just want drugs and I just want your love right now
Don't get it mixed up though
I was meant to die alone
Pretty sure I sold my soul, bae
Cuz that one day I never stayed as the same
Now I got an appetite to fuck everything up
Now I don't think I will be forgiven
All the shit I think of in my head is so vivid
I can't forget it
I'm scarred n' tearin'
I wish I forgot it
But I deal with it cuz I made a deal with him
Now I feel his presence in the presence of my suffering
I really hate the way I take on deals I don't really mean, no
How I really fucked with my dome
Feel so out of touch
I feel so gone
Can you distract me from the fact things won't ever be the same?
Does it really have to be this way?
I feel like I got rain running through my veins
I really miss the way I felt rays (Rays)
Felt rays (Rays)
Feel like I'm one of a kind, but sometimes I think I just might