Xavier - One in a Million Lyrics

Burn every bridge that I can
I'm sorry, that's who I am
You say I'm one in a million
Really?
That's not how I'm feeling
Cuz I'm not winning, I'm losing
Seems like I got everything going good for me
I didn't ask for none of this
They say I should be happy
If you only knew me
I know I should be happy
You don't know what I feel
Where's my soul at?
I've been so bad
God, I miss those days when I didn't have to pray to have a good day
To have a good day
They say I'm being lazy, but I drive myself crazy
Yeah, you're right
No one does this to me
No, I don't do it intentionally
Don't you think I do this intentionally to get some way out
I'm aware that I got myself here
My mind's been a prison cell this year
So I drink 'til I can't see straight, 'til I can't feel my fate
I don't know what I wanna do though
Should I stay or should I go? (Go)
This is all that I think about
I can't live in now
Always on back then
What is next?
Will I make it out?
Or will I end up dead?
Is this the beginning or the end?
Said I got it great
Where's that smile on my face?
Where's that smile on my face?
Sorry, can't think straight
My mind's running in circles today
Nothing's making sense
Way past the point of making amends with myself
Seems like I got everything going good for me
I didn't ask for none of this
They say I should be happy
If you only knew me
I know I should be happy
You don't know what I feel
Where's my soul at?
I've been so bad
God, I miss those days when I didn't have to pray to have a good day
To have a good day
Burn every bridge that I can
I'm sorry, that's who I am
You say I'm one in a million
Really?
That's not how I'm feeling
Cuz I'm not winning, I'm losing
Yeah, my mind I'm abusing
I didn't know life would be this confusing
I thank every day for the music

Burn every bridge that I can
I'm sorry, that's who I am
You say I'm one in a million
Really?
That's not how I'm feeling
Cuz I'm not winning, I'm losing
Seems like I got everything going good for me
I didn't ask for none of this
They say I should be happy
If you only knew me
I know I should be happy
You don't know what I feel
Where's my soul at?
I've been so bad
God, I miss those days when I didn't have to pray to have a good day
To have a good day
They say I'm being lazy, but I drive myself crazy
Yeah, you're right
No one does this to me
No, I don't do it intentionally
Don't you think I do this intentionally to get some way out
I'm aware that I got myself here
My mind's been a prison cell this year
So I drink 'til I can't see straight, 'til I can't feel my fate
I don't know what I wanna do though
Should I stay or should I go? (Go)
This is all that I think about
I can't live in now
Always on back then
What is next?
Will I make it out?
Or will I end up dead?
Is this the beginning or the end?
Said I got it great
Where's that smile on my face?
Where's that smile on my face?
Sorry, can't think straight
My mind's running in circles today
Nothing's making sense
Way past the point of making amends with myself
Seems like I got everything going good for me
I didn't ask for none of this
They say I should be happy
If you only knew me
I know I should be happy
You don't know what I feel
Where's my soul at?
I've been so bad
God, I miss those days when I didn't have to pray to have a good day
To have a good day
Burn every bridge that I can
I'm sorry, that's who I am
You say I'm one in a million
Really?
That's not how I'm feeling
Cuz I'm not winning, I'm losing
Yeah, my mind I'm abusing
I didn't know life would be this confusing
I thank every day for the music