Xavier - escape Lyrics

You check your complexion
To find your reflection's all alone
I had to go
Can't you hear me?
I'm not comin' home
Do you understand?
I've changed my plans

How many more days do I got left in this shit?
I don't really feel like I'm in a place worth living
Yeah I'm so tempted
I think I might give in
I pray the lord my soul's forgiven
Lately I'm falling to pieces
That's a lie
It's always been this way
But tonight's on another level that I just can't take
So I think I might escape from my brain
It's a prison break
Make no mistake, I love you all
But I really can't stay
I wish there was a drug that I could take
All it really does is numb the bad taste
I still feel the past days
I don't really want to be stolen from the world too soon (No)
But I feel like it's pushing me outward
Everything feels so heavy right now

I'm so tired
I'm so goddamn tired of scratching
Tired of fighting
Every day feels so cloudy
And I hate the way that I get the pressure in my head
Everything feels so crowded
The pain of my feels so heavy
I'm so sorry
I checked my complexion
I saw my reflection's all alone
That's why I had to go
That's why I gotta go
That's why I had to go
I don't wanna
I wish I didn't have to

How many more days do I got left in this shit?
I don't really feel like I'm in a place worth living
Yeah I'm so tempted
I think I might give in
I pray the lord my soul's forgiven
Lately I'm falling to pieces
That's a lie
It's always been this way
But tonight's on another level that I just can't take
So I think I might escape from my brain
It's a prison break
Make no mistake, I love you all
But I really can't stay
I wish there was a drug that I could take
All it really does is numb the bad taste
I still feel the past days
I don't really want to be stolen from the world too soon (No)
But I feel like it's pushing me outward
Everything feels so heavy right now

I'm so tired