Xavier - Bad Dream Lyrics

I don't wanna lose you
I don't wanna lose you
I don't wanna lose you
I don't wanna lose you

Just woke up from a bad dream
Nothing was as it seems
Felt so real cuz I felt everything
You said you were deciding to leave me
You say you're not going to, that I got to believe you
But you know my self-esteem doesn't let me breathe
I think that that's the real issue here
That I can't see clear
I scare myself, the most
I push away what's close to me
Fuck my own insecurities

Break my own heart, I'm my own heartbreak
I'm the reason for my own heart-race
I'm the reason that I've been replaced so many times
Given so many lines about why I'm so hard to handle
Like a baton that gets passed over, hand over too many times
Eventually everyone gets to the red light, the stop sign
Consider me a waste of time, a waste of breath
Anyone would've been better instead
Look how far I drag this out
I'm a mess
Break my own heart, I'm my own heartbreak
I'm the reason for my own heart-race
I'm the reason that I've been replaced so many times
Given so many lines about why I'm so hard to handle

Just woke up from a bad dream
Nothing was as it seems
Felt so real cuz I felt everything
You said you were deciding to leave me
You say you're not going to, that I got to believe you
But you know my self-esteem doesn't let me breathe
I think that that's the real issue here
That I can't see clear
I scare myself, the most
I push away what's close to me
Fuck my own insecurities

I don't wanna lose you
I don't wanna lose you
I don't wanna lose you
I don't wanna lose you