Xavex - Affliction Lyrics

Want something different
But I don’t wanna change
Argue with myself
And I prolly look insane
I don’t ever fix it
I love to complain
I want a different outcome
But I just stay the same
Man I hate the way my brain
responds to pain with rage
The skies are all grey
But I like all the rain
Shit I’ve pushed away
Everything that made me happy
And this is all that remains
Ooooh
I’m perfectly happy
With my misery
Telling myself that a win
Ain’t no victory
All of my hope has been
Slowly withering
I wouldn’t even
Wanna be friends with me
Look in the mirror
And I just see a different me
Demons are whispering
I have been listening
Going ghost is something
I’m considering
I’m never happy
Nothing can pleasure me
Wanting some help
But I don’t wanna ask for it
Pent up this anger
I hate how I manage it
Put down the bottle
Then always go back to it
My life is a story
I’m not the protagonist
They say pains the greatest teacher
Then I must be a graduate
They say everything happens for a reason
But I am an accident
Look at my mind
And I know that I’ve damaged it
Only imagine if
I didn’t battle it
Pick at my thoughts
And then look where I scattered them
I tried to be happy
And I couldn’t handle it
I wanna move forward
I always go backwards and..
then I just wonder
Where all my passion went
Knife in my back, yeah you watch me bleed
Wanting some mercy, down on my knees
I don’t need your help, yeah fuck off me please
I’m so damn broken can’t you see

Want something different
But I don’t wanna change
Argue with myself
And I prolly look insane
I don’t ever fix it
I love to complain
I want a different outcome
But I just stay the same
Man I hate the way my brain
responds to pain with rage
The skies are all grey
But I like all the rain
Shit I’ve pushed away
Everything that made me happy
And this is all that remains
Ooooh
I’m perfectly happy
With my misery
Telling myself that a win
Ain’t no victory
All of my hope has been
Slowly withering
I wouldn’t even
Wanna be friends with me
Look in the mirror
And I just see a different me
Demons are whispering
I have been listening
Going ghost is something
I’m considering
I’m never happy
Nothing can pleasure me
Wanting some help
But I don’t wanna ask for it
Pent up this anger
I hate how I manage it
Put down the bottle
Then always go back to it
My life is a story
I’m not the protagonist
They say pains the greatest teacher
Then I must be a graduate
They say everything happens for a reason
But I am an accident
Look at my mind
And I know that I’ve damaged it
Only imagine if
I didn’t battle it
Pick at my thoughts
And then look where I scattered them
I tried to be happy
And I couldn’t handle it
I wanna move forward
I always go backwards and..
then I just wonder
Where all my passion went
Knife in my back, yeah you watch me bleed
Wanting some mercy, down on my knees
I don’t need your help, yeah fuck off me please
I’m so damn broken can’t you see