Xander Oberliesen - It Isn't Easy Lyrics

It isn't easy it isn't easy- easy to think
Cause my head's all cloudy
I'm running in circles but where will that lead?

A Recitation of my deepest feelings and urges for you
But it comes out sloppy (Of course it does)
It's like my mouth was moving- didn't know what to do
Why do I feel so high? It's like I can almost touch the sky
And I'm so so sorry I sincerely apologize to you

It's alright I'll be fine
You can leave me in the middle of the night
I'm alright I am fine
I just gotta get you outta my damn mind

It isn't easy it never was it's never been
So why would it changed?
So I'm no exception my life is pain
And I'll keep on bitching I got nothing to gain
So I broke my own heart
It's still painful and hard to lose you
Cause now I've got no good options
Seems there's no winning I can only lose

Hmmmmm Hmmmmmm how I wish I could turn back time
Hmmmmm Hmmmmmm undo all the mistakes in mind

It's alright I'll be fine
You can leave me in the middle of the night
I'm alright I am fine
I just gotta get control of my mind