Xander DMC - Lackin' Lyrics

Lack assurance so I hide myself
I know I need to die to self
Feeling like I'm in this by myself
But I'm thankful yo that rhyming helps

Hey
Everybody goes through struggles
I've been through it but not many people know the hustle
Had people riding with me we were close as brothers
But I got too close to the Truth so now I'm floating from em
Hey
Tracts sitting in the bag
On the plane, won't refrain from unzipping that
Born again, see I changed so they getting mad
I just try to show 'em love cause that is the path
Woo
Doubts yo in the past
When they crop up I get sad and a bit detached
But I put em on my God and He gets me back
Writing songs up in the dark till I'm fit to crash

Lack assurance so I hide myself
I know I need to die to self
Feeling like I'm in this by myself
But I'm thankful yo that rhyming helps

God gives and He takes away
Ima follow Him in any case
A bitter taste, in disgrace, Lord I been pouting
Count the times I walked away it's in the ten thousands
Real life, real story
It's from the heart but my friends don't even feel for me
Ima keep my eyes on Christ while it's still storming
Calvinism, so no matter what He gets glory
I spend my time in mourning
Over sin, yo my mind's always absorbing
Gotta move on to the next when it gets boring
I don't do so good in crowds, that's the end of story
Being lonely's not a big problem
I just need God, I don't need a flawed human to solve it
Been on and off it
It's honestly a bit exhausting
But the truth of who I am is right there where the Cross is
Times short, s'why I'm finna watch it
I don't like to leave the house naked wrist or watch-less
Can't say I always do what's best, I make the progress
Then backslide into stress if I'm being honest
Feeling like they're unresponsive
Only One that matters to me is the One that God sent
Ima show my neighbor love and point 'em to the Gospel
That's the only way they'll ever rise up from the coffin

Lack assurance so I hide myself
I know I need to die to self
Feeling like I'm in this by myself
But I'm thankful yo that rhyming helps