Xander Beersmoker - Serious as a Cupcake, Dude Lyrics

I remember being 16
And not having a care in the fucking world
Now I'm 30, the world still hates me
And the feeling is mutual
I wanted to die, but does that seem right
I'm losing my mind
And I'm scared I won't know who I am
I can't wake up, I don't want to
I just want to sleep forever

And if I go camping in Alaska
To get away from
Everything that's been holding me down
Will I finally be free
Or will I still drown

If you plant a seed
It might not grow into a tree
But it might grow into something
Something that fucking matters