xaalice - u ruined me:(… Lyrics

Cannot keep her out my fucking dreams every single night
I tried taking every pill but i didnt die
I lied to myself saying that i was over her
Now im looking at her pics to feel close to her
No matter how hard i try i wont be enough
When i see her my heart beating fast my face heating up
Is this a waste of my time sitting on the sidelines
I just wanna be yours
Girl be mine
Doing this
Doing this
I dont feel like doing this
Wake up every morning just to feel like fucking shit
I cant find the point of this
Makes me just hate everything
Wish i had a single friend
Dont wanna wake up again
Teardrops falling in the wind
Why the fuck you even ask when you can clearly see im not okay
Every single day wanna fucking blow my brains
I can never see you when i want to baby thats a shame
Time to throw myself right in front of a moving subway train
When the fuck will this pain stop
Imma jump right off this building and fall like a raindrop
I be posted up selling drugs right outside gamestop
Contemplating if i should kill myself
Im not good for anything else
Cannot keep her out my fucking dreams every single night
I tried taking every pill but didn't die
I lied to myself saying that i was over her
Now im looking at her pics just to feel close to her
No matter how hard i try i wont be enough
When i see her my heart beating fast my face heating up
Is this a waste of my time sitting on the sidelines
I just wanna be your's
Girl be mine
Girl be mine
Girl be mine

Cannot keep her out my fucking dreams every single night
I tried taking every pill but i didnt die
I lied to myself saying that i was over her
Now im looking at her pics to feel close to her
No matter how hard i try i wont be enough
When i see her my heart beating fast my face heating up
Is this a waste of my time sitting on the sidelines
I just wanna be yours
Girl be mine
Doing this
Doing this
I dont feel like doing this
Wake up every morning just to feel like fucking shit
I cant find the point of this
Makes me just hate everything
Wish i had a single friend
Dont wanna wake up again
Teardrops falling in the wind
Why the fuck you even ask when you can clearly see im not okay
Every single day wanna fucking blow my brains
I can never see you when i want to baby thats a shame
Time to throw myself right in front of a moving subway train
When the fuck will this pain stop
Imma jump right off this building and fall like a raindrop
I be posted up selling drugs right outside gamestop
Contemplating if i should kill myself
Im not good for anything else
Cannot keep her out my fucking dreams every single night
I tried taking every pill but didn't die
I lied to myself saying that i was over her
Now im looking at her pics just to feel close to her
No matter how hard i try i wont be enough
When i see her my heart beating fast my face heating up
Is this a waste of my time sitting on the sidelines
I just wanna be your's
Girl be mine
Girl be mine
Girl be mine