X Kingu - Run Away Lyrics

Numbing all the pain
The pain
The pain
All this gas got me in my feelings
Smoke too much and I can't handle business
Don't wanna try don't wanna die don't wanna fall asleep hurting tonight
So imma take some percs
Itching and itching and now it hurts
The pain that I felt was worse when you came up to me and you were the one to say I love you first
I don't wanna be hurting no more
See death in my eyes as I fall to the floor
Someone won't stop knocking on my door
I opened up my heart now my heart is tore
I don't wanna be hurting no more
See death in my eyes as I fall to the floor
Someone won't stop knocking on my door
I opened up my heart now my heart is tore
All this pain and this sadness
Really feeling lost can I ask this
Share all my pain through my words
I think I really know what my task is
Think imma keep that shit to myself
But I can teach you about what's hurting
The pain in my chest is burning
But that's anxiety probably
I'm lost on my own, lost on my own
I don't got a home, don't got a home
In my mind all alone and no one to call
Except when I'm on the phone I'm losing it all
Sanity buried inside of your pain
That you left with me on my heart like a stain
And I can't maintain all the shit thats running
Swear this shit ain't a game it's always something
When the drugs kick in I'm crashing in like an ocean
Bad thoughts around my head they always floating
Tear my heart hear me scream swear you love it
Seeing me break on your strings I'm your puppet
Numbing all the pain with the ice on my body
Designer up and down so I'm winter starting
Push start car four rings on the audi
Thats how I mask my pain from everybody
All this pain and this sadness
Really feeling lost can I ask this
Share all my pain through my words
I think I really know what my task is
Think imma keep that shit to myself
But I can teach you about what's hurting
The pain in my chest is burning
But that's anxiety probably
I'm lost on my own, lost on my own
I don't got a home, don't got a home
In my mind all alone and no one to call
Except when I'm on the phone I'm losing it all
Sanity buried inside of your pain
That you left with me on my heart like a stain
And I can't maintain all the shit thats running
Swear this shit ain't a game it's always something
When the drugs kick in I'm crashing in like an ocean
Bad thoughts around my head they always floating
Tear my heart hear me scream swear you love it
Seeing me break on your strings I'm your puppet
Numbing all the pain with the ice on my body
Designer up and down so I'm winter starting
Push start car four rings on the audi
Thats how I mask my pain from everybody
I'm lost on my own, lost on my own
I don't got a home, don't got a home
In my mind all alone and no one to call
Except when I'm on the phone I'm losing it all
Sanity buried inside of your pain
That you left with me on my heart like a stain
And I can't maintain all the shit thats running
Swear this shit ain't a game it's always something
When the drugs kick in I'm crashing in like an ocean
Bad thoughts around my head they always floating
Tear my heart hear me scream swear you love it
Seeing me break on your strings I'm your puppet
Numbing all the pain with the ice on my body
Designer up and down so I'm winter starting
Push start car four rings on the audi
Thats how I mask my pain from everybody

Numbing all the pain
The pain
The pain
All this gas got me in my feelings
Smoke too much and I can't handle business
Don't wanna try don't wanna die don't wanna fall asleep hurting tonight
So imma take some percs
Itching and itching and now it hurts
The pain that I felt was worse when you came up to me and you were the one to say I love you first
I don't wanna be hurting no more
See death in my eyes as I fall to the floor
Someone won't stop knocking on my door
I opened up my heart now my heart is tore
I don't wanna be hurting no more
See death in my eyes as I fall to the floor
Someone won't stop knocking on my door
I opened up my heart now my heart is tore
All this pain and this sadness
Really feeling lost can I ask this
Share all my pain through my words
I think I really know what my task is
Think imma keep that shit to myself
But I can teach you about what's hurting
The pain in my chest is burning
But that's anxiety probably
I'm lost on my own, lost on my own
I don't got a home, don't got a home
In my mind all alone and no one to call
Except when I'm on the phone I'm losing it all
Sanity buried inside of your pain
That you left with me on my heart like a stain
And I can't maintain all the shit thats running
Swear this shit ain't a game it's always something
When the drugs kick in I'm crashing in like an ocean
Bad thoughts around my head they always floating
Tear my heart hear me scream swear you love it
Seeing me break on your strings I'm your puppet
Numbing all the pain with the ice on my body
Designer up and down so I'm winter starting
Push start car four rings on the audi
Thats how I mask my pain from everybody
All this pain and this sadness
Really feeling lost can I ask this
Share all my pain through my words
I think I really know what my task is
Think imma keep that shit to myself
But I can teach you about what's hurting
The pain in my chest is burning
But that's anxiety probably
I'm lost on my own, lost on my own
I don't got a home, don't got a home
In my mind all alone and no one to call
Except when I'm on the phone I'm losing it all
Sanity buried inside of your pain
That you left with me on my heart like a stain
And I can't maintain all the shit thats running
Swear this shit ain't a game it's always something
When the drugs kick in I'm crashing in like an ocean
Bad thoughts around my head they always floating
Tear my heart hear me scream swear you love it
Seeing me break on your strings I'm your puppet
Numbing all the pain with the ice on my body
Designer up and down so I'm winter starting
Push start car four rings on the audi
Thats how I mask my pain from everybody
I'm lost on my own, lost on my own
I don't got a home, don't got a home
In my mind all alone and no one to call
Except when I'm on the phone I'm losing it all
Sanity buried inside of your pain
That you left with me on my heart like a stain
And I can't maintain all the shit thats running
Swear this shit ain't a game it's always something
When the drugs kick in I'm crashing in like an ocean
Bad thoughts around my head they always floating
Tear my heart hear me scream swear you love it
Seeing me break on your strings I'm your puppet
Numbing all the pain with the ice on my body
Designer up and down so I'm winter starting
Push start car four rings on the audi
Thats how I mask my pain from everybody