X Kingu - DEMONS Lyrics

Can't find myself cause of all of my demons
A war in my mind man I can't hear you speaking
I'm focused on living I'm focused on breathing
I think that I'm dead cause my love keeps on leaving
Stuck thinking bad think I need me a filter
You left my heart black think I need me a cleaner
You stolen my soul left and I did some research
I'm all out of heart looks like you got none either
Left me alone thought that I'm only dreaming
Now you see my income I see that you feinding
Try and suck my dry out my money you leaning
You high off your ass and I'm getting you steaming
You coming out angry you saying you hungry
But you won't be getting none of my fucking money
I ask seperate checks and you look at me funny
How the fuck is you broke all the shit you took from me
You stolen my soul and you stolen my heart
And you tore it in half made it bleed got a scar
And you dug it a grave and you buried it far
Reading Forever Broken the Wounds Turn to Scars
Remember when you were my first inspiration
But now to the rap game I have dedication
Cause you got me fucked up I need me some saving
Swear after this album I need a vacation
I though that you was different but you haven't changed a bit
Got all the ice all up on me to numb all the pain that you left
Come and peep the fit
I know you was just playing games with my heart
And your love was nothing but the counterfeit
That shit fake as fuck like you bitch, dam I wish that we never met
Now I'm sipping codeine
While I'm doing high speeds
Think of switching to the left lane cause I can't feel a thing
Lost my love for you, got trust issues unless they got a ring
With my name imprinted on it and as loyal as they be
And I'm happy with my new girl been with her the longest
Cause my ex bitch left me, came back 6 times that hit hardest
I will never go back to you just as long as I exist
Or even buried in the grave I hope this hurts you, dumb bitch
I though that you was different but you haven't changed a bit
Got all the ice all up on me to numb all the pain that you left
Come and peep the fit
I know you was just playing games with my heart
And your love was nothing but the counterfeit
That shit fake as fuck like you bitch, dam I wish that we never met
Can't find myself cause of all of my demons
A war in my mind man I can't hear you speaking
I'm focused on living I'm focused on breathing
I think that I'm dead cause my love keeps on leaving
Stuck thinking bad think I need me a filter
You left my heart black think I need me a cleaner
You stolen my soul left and I did some research
I'm all out of heart looks like you got none either
I'm trapped in your spell in my tracks I am frozen
That's just from my heart only thats also broken
My mood always sad, know you think that it's scolding
But that's from my past don't talk bad on my omen
Don't know what I been throught or what I put up with
From losing the close ones, that shit all come up sick
To losing my heart to a stupid ass bitch
Can't tell you what hurts worse, they both a hard hit
I though that you was different but you haven't changed a bit
Got all the ice all up on me to numb all the pain that you left
Come and peep the fit
I know you was just playing games with my heart
And your love was nothing but the counterfeit
That shit fake as fuck like you bitch, dam I wish that we never met

Can't find myself cause of all of my demons
A war in my mind man I can't hear you speaking
I'm focused on living I'm focused on breathing
I think that I'm dead cause my love keeps on leaving
Stuck thinking bad think I need me a filter
You left my heart black think I need me a cleaner
You stolen my soul left and I did some research
I'm all out of heart looks like you got none either
Left me alone thought that I'm only dreaming
Now you see my income I see that you feinding
Try and suck my dry out my money you leaning
You high off your ass and I'm getting you steaming
You coming out angry you saying you hungry
But you won't be getting none of my fucking money
I ask seperate checks and you look at me funny
How the fuck is you broke all the shit you took from me
You stolen my soul and you stolen my heart
And you tore it in half made it bleed got a scar
And you dug it a grave and you buried it far
Reading Forever Broken the Wounds Turn to Scars
Remember when you were my first inspiration
But now to the rap game I have dedication
Cause you got me fucked up I need me some saving
Swear after this album I need a vacation
I though that you was different but you haven't changed a bit
Got all the ice all up on me to numb all the pain that you left
Come and peep the fit
I know you was just playing games with my heart
And your love was nothing but the counterfeit
That shit fake as fuck like you bitch, dam I wish that we never met
Now I'm sipping codeine
While I'm doing high speeds
Think of switching to the left lane cause I can't feel a thing
Lost my love for you, got trust issues unless they got a ring
With my name imprinted on it and as loyal as they be
And I'm happy with my new girl been with her the longest
Cause my ex bitch left me, came back 6 times that hit hardest
I will never go back to you just as long as I exist
Or even buried in the grave I hope this hurts you, dumb bitch
I though that you was different but you haven't changed a bit
Got all the ice all up on me to numb all the pain that you left
Come and peep the fit
I know you was just playing games with my heart
And your love was nothing but the counterfeit
That shit fake as fuck like you bitch, dam I wish that we never met
Can't find myself cause of all of my demons
A war in my mind man I can't hear you speaking
I'm focused on living I'm focused on breathing
I think that I'm dead cause my love keeps on leaving
Stuck thinking bad think I need me a filter
You left my heart black think I need me a cleaner
You stolen my soul left and I did some research
I'm all out of heart looks like you got none either
I'm trapped in your spell in my tracks I am frozen
That's just from my heart only thats also broken
My mood always sad, know you think that it's scolding
But that's from my past don't talk bad on my omen
Don't know what I been throught or what I put up with
From losing the close ones, that shit all come up sick
To losing my heart to a stupid ass bitch
Can't tell you what hurts worse, they both a hard hit
I though that you was different but you haven't changed a bit
Got all the ice all up on me to numb all the pain that you left
Come and peep the fit
I know you was just playing games with my heart
And your love was nothing but the counterfeit
That shit fake as fuck like you bitch, dam I wish that we never met