WRAWKSTAR - Phone! Lyrics

Phone! Call me, I don't even mind waiting
Don't, leave me, even though we ain't dating
I'm wasted
I'm patient
Shell casing, my brain if I take what you say to my face
Numb cocaine
Yeah
Going insane
Why do I wanna be famous?
Maybe so I can have permission, to feel courageous
So I get approval from those that didn't give it to me
So people will notice if I ever go missing
So maybe people pay attention to how I'm feeling
Struggling to feel understood
But deep down I don't wanna be
I need surgery
On this brain of mine
Feels like an eternity
Watching time
Passing by
It's hurting me
Cursing me
Poison in my thoughts
Ya that retrograde in mercury
Hop up in my car, and I turn the key
Cruising by myself
Tryna get away
From myself
So concerned about my health
But what's the point?
If you ain't really living
What's the point of sipping if you cant tell the difference?
Why cry, if the tears never make anyone listen?
Why fuck if you don't feel shit from just kissing?
Why ask if you don't want the answers to the questions?
Keep 'em guessing
I'm addicted to the flexing
I seem like I'm the man
But I'm left out of my own plans
Just a persona for these fans
To look up to
Who are you?
I don't know
Blowin' smoke
Take a toke
Just unfold
So many worries on my mind
I fix one at a time but
The next one is right behind
Acting like I'm fine cause you told me to
Keep it together
This song is a letter
To, each and every one of you
How can you connect, if they don't really know you?
If no one ever holds you?
If you always tryna be a soldier?
I feel so deeply but I keep it hidden
In touch with my feelings
But the world isn't

Phone! Call me, I don't even mind waiting
Don't, leave me, even though we ain't dating
I'm wasted
I'm patient
Shell casing, my brain if I take what you say to my face
Numb cocaine