Worm - Pack N' Play Lyrics

I wanna be dead
But I don't know
Taking my life
With the .44
I wanna be dead
With a cut throat
I don't wanna be dead
Unless you know

Take my life with the rope
Snort a line or two of coke
I'm dying inside
While child is crying
I just want to be living
Just like it used it be
Guitar hero on my T.V
Simple no crying
Just happy
And living my life like a king
Serving up all of these fiends
Self esteem unredeemed
S N E S
A link to the past
Fighting off
Suicide thoughts
At last
I don't wanna die
But I do not wanna live
But my life has come together
Getting worse then getting better
Yuh
Load up that .44
Then I put it to my head
Thoughts no more
I don't really care if you hurt tho
Dead to the world
With my brains blown

I wanna be dead
But I don't know
Taking my life
With the .44
I wanna be dead
With a cut throat
I don't wanna be dead
Unless you know

Take me back to the days
Chilling in my pack and play
Shit was okay
Now I'm up late at night
Filled up with all of this plight
Gotta give thanks to my homies
It's Hannah
And Shadow
Then pimp
With the lotus
The Spirit
And wolf
They have helped me throughout
Now I gotta find a way to get out
Of this dark pit
To go find bliss
In this life That i was given
Sucked to the abyss
Now I'm left to rest in piss
Shit
What else could I miss
I wish my life was placid
I take a tab of acid
Getting lucid
In my casket
I don't wanna live
So spread my ashes