Wolffisdead - Let My Guard Down Lyrics

I was facing my thoughts and I
Notice that they lie to me
I'm going through a paradise
My false serenity
Would make me wanna lose my life
I'm wasting all my energy
I was facing my thoughts and I
Notice that they lie to me
I'm going through a paradise
My false serenity
Would make me wanna lose my life
I'm wasting all my energy

It was unexpected
Feeling out of place
Going through a phase
Nothing was the way that I pretended
It's a different kind of pain
And I don't feel the same anymore
I think I might go
Missing
Find a place to live in
Might become a Christian
Doing something different
End my own existence
Ego death incision
I don't think that I can do this again
I'm lost inside my consciousness
the problem is
I chose to be an optimist
The fuck is this
But I shouldn't talk
Thinking bout my life in the dark
I think that I should let down my guard again

I was facing my thoughts and I
Notice that they lie to me
I'm going through a paradise
My false serenity
Would make me wanna lose my life
I'm wasting all my energy
I was facing my thoughts and I
Notice that they lie to me
I'm going through a paradise
My false serenity
Would make me wanna lose my life
I'm wasting all my energy