Within Progress - Of a Ruminant Lyrics

I feel it coming once again
Idly observe the days go by
Can't ease myself into consciousness
When real chaos makes no noise

And I'm above this body, where?
I gaze but I never look

I'm losing grip on my reality
And now I'm questioning my very sanity

And I wonder oh I wonder
Will this take me over?

Indefinite and unclear, they disappear
Round the corner, near, and they slip between my fingers
Moments like these, go beneath me
And they've been there now for so long, lost beneath me

Oh I've been there for so long, (lost beneath me)

I'm far behind
I'm racing my mind
I'm left undefined and undermined
I would rather hide and face my insanity

I guess these moments of prosperity are what we live for
I guess I'll never learn to seize them, I will be there no more

I'm far behind, racing my mind
I'm left undefined, undermined
I will always hide, embrace insanity