Winnie - Disconnect Lyrics

I spend so much time
Grieving things I'm not sure ever existed
And I waste my nights
Thinking about how my thoughts are twisted

A walking talking contradiction
Dirty sneakers
Science fiction
Casually distorted recognition
I need the beat to pump my blood
When my mind goes offline
There is pain in disconnecting
I can't explain it at the time
But when I come around again
I cry out again
Until there's nothing left of me
Until there's nothing left of me

Cut a few ties to lighten the load
Miss them when they're gone
Sharpen your scissors because you know
You'll need them again soon

A walking talking contradiction
Dirty sneakers
Science fiction
Casually distorted recognition
I need the beat to pump my blood
When my mind goes offline
There is pain in disconnecting
I can't explain it at the time
But when I come around again
I cry out again
Until there's nothing left of me
Until there's nothing left of me

They will always matter more to me
Than I ever could them
And it's not anybody's fault
Everything comes to an end
Doesn't matter if the bridge
Is made of wood or stone
Cause when they look back from the other side
They'll see me down below
Plagued by visions of breaking glass
I promise to be gentle
Fucking know that it's all in my head
Can't tell a dream from what is real

Don't wanna go to bed tonight
Listening to lullabies
Don't wanna shut my eyes

A walking talking contradiction
Dirty sneakers
Science fiction
Casually distorted recognition
I need the beat to pump my blood
When my mind goes offline
There is pain in disconnecting
I can't explain it at the time
But when I come around again
I cry out again
Until there's nothing left of me
Until there's nothing left of