Will Armstrong - free will Lyrics

I came a long way
From panic attacks back in eighth grade
This is self love in the scars on my face
It's with this strength I say that I'm not okay
But I forgive, all this shit change, I feel the sun on my skin
While I persist for brighter days, they on the way so let me live
I got glitter in my vision, there's flowers where I stand
See I never been a man but I made peace with these hands
My feet in the sand, retracing my steps, no regrets, lemme pick up my head
The water wash it all away, and I don't feel the same way I did
I'm gonna swim, the waves all fade, the pain won't remain
Nothing lasts forever
But I'm better than I was
While we're still together hope you know that you are love
We are here now, and that's enough, yeah said I'm enough
These doves above my head, watch them sing
Like I don't give a fuck about a thing
I don't give a fuck, I can't give a fuck, I don't give a fuck about a thing
Yeah, I'm stronger than I've been, I know the road is long, the feeling isn't infinite
But for now, the clouds are gone, in this light I am where I belong
Look around, right now is all we have
I am not my future, I am not my past
Nothing Lasts

Look
It's all been so beautiful
The truth is in the sky
I'm not sure where I'm going
But I know that I'm alive
It's all beautiful but none of it as pure
As this moment in front of me from all that I've endured
From all I've loved and lost and changed
Cause, nothing lasts, but everything stays
It's all made me who I am now
So for now, let me just enjoy this night
The doves won't fly forever, the least we can do is try
And I want nothing to be other than it is, so with free will in my soul
I am forever grateful for this gravity, and I'm not letting go