West Hook, Chris Campbell - Myself Lyrics

I was stuck in my ways tryna wrap my mind around it
Looking both ways couldn't cross my mind without it
Yeah the fear and the shame always talk my heart around it
But right now I need light so I could see and really find it
I was living like a G I thought I found it but i'm truly by myself
Need to speak to hear the issue gotta call it for myself
Only listening to my own thoughts it can't be good for health
Need to wrap my mind around the fact I'm not good by myself

I've seen a lot of issues no cap
All of them related to the heart pump back
Blood don't mean relations flow like a stream
Nah they thicker with a family it hurts and that's a fact
But I need them
I was on my own too long
Thinking I could make a difference with a hi hat and a tom
But really there was no difference between me living on my own
And thinking all of my worth was in my writing this one song
My identity is in God
The one who stays true
Thank the lord for everything he gave me here to show you
Praises up so I keep my chin up and understand
By following I'm still a leader drawing the blueprint of a man

I was stuck in my ways tryna wrap my mind around it
Looking both ways couldn't cross my mind without it
Yeah the fear and the shame always talk my heart around it
But right now I need light so I could see and really find it
I was living like a G I thought I found it but i'm truly by myself
Need to speak to hear the issue gotta call it for myself
Only listening to my own thoughts it can't be good for health
Need to wrap my mind around the fact i'm not good by myself

I'm not good by myself
So what's this change I hear
Why you want to interrupt me making waves out here
I was fishing for attention
Threw the deuces up and disappear if I ain't in your mentions
But I toe tagged myself with all this pride
You can't see it less I choose to make things ultra-violent show the cage inside
I felt like Jumbo oh wait Dumbo
My thoughts making fun of me
All I wanna do is fly but I'm too blind to find my key
See I ain't got no feathers I ain't got no petals that I pick
Does she love me does she not or do I really make her sick
Fate can be tricky I understand none of her ways
But if I look up to my savior I thank God cause I'm ok
I'm ok even when I wasn't
Look my mind was buzzin
I was lost in the fray I was just tryna find J
Tryna walk in his shoes
In his sandals
And make sure even part of my life is lit like a candle yeah
Cause he gave me this grace
He gave me his love
He showed me his face
He showed me up above I know I always have a place
He gave us the son
He died for my
He died for my