Wake N' Bake, Cryptic Wisdom - This Life Lyrics

Sometimes this life is
Not what you expect it to be
You got to play your cards right
If you're to earn the life you need
Thought i had it figured all out
So went ahead and let it all out
What I know is that it's my doubt
Eating me alive

Man it's back to the track you know it's my addiction
Thought I had it figured out with the simplest depiction
I'm a man on a mission that more than willing to get it
Wake N Bake taking over you know that they rockin with it
On the road and I'll admit it I'm chasing a fucking dream
Laid back in my caddy I'm hoping to make em lean
Middle finger stayin raised I told them all and it seems
That they didn't understand I'm letting it all breathe
I'm a do the shit for me got the world in my hands
You will never stop the grinding keep it spinning for the fans
Wake N Bake flying high and I really will never land
See the world down below I'm spitting the venom at
You don't wanna go to bat when I'm manning the mound
I level three strikes quick Wake taking em out
I thought I told em all before man under the ground
We got a whole nother level of impeccable sounds

Sometimes this life is
Not what you expect it to be
You got to play your cards right
If you're to earn the life you need
Thought i had it figured all out
So went ahead and let it all out
What I know is that it's my doubt
Eating me alive

Knives in the back, back to the wall
Middle finger raised you don't wanna get involved
Got emotions running wild might make a bad call
And you can't take it back once you let the cards fall
Fuck all the bullshit man I been through with it
Lunatic pseudonym Wake N Bake and I do this shit
Nocturnal flow I'm coming out when the moon is lit
Stop burn a bowl I'm puffing up on the ludicrous
Mutinous, I ain't giving a fuck
All I wanna do is match it rolling up with the skunk
I'm the Silent Bob of Rap and I ain't having to front
They called me that before the jacket half of the fun
Take one half of the one and mix one half of the other
And then I roll another blunt up on this High Times cover
I thought you knew who you were fucking with don't try my number
Just woke a sleeping giant can't buy my slumber

Sometimes this life is
Not what you expect it to be
You got to play your cards right
If you're to earn the life you need
Thought i had it figured all out
So went ahead and let it all out
What I know is that it's my doubt
Eating me alive

You don't seem to understand man aim for the fences
I have got up out the trap now back to the trenches
When I'm aiming for your dome hope you dodging these wrenches
Cause these motherfuckers hurt by the way did I mention
Man I think I got a screw loose a couple of bolts
Cause I been stepping to the mic steady killing these shows
While knowing full damn well that my chances are ghost
And everyday I wake up do it again just changing the flows
And it's a matter of fact that mental illness defined the same
Cause I been doing this for years seeing nothing has changed
And though I polished up the flow I never followed the grain
Cause I believe that making music not a followers game
I bottled up my rage then I swallowed the pain
There's not a doubt in my mind that I'm out of my brain
Grab my pen and pad and lay it out on page
So you could say that my catharsis is all on stage

Sometimes this life is
Not what you expect it to be
You got to play your cards right
If you're to earn the life you need
Thought i had it figured all out
So went ahead and let it all out
What I know is that it's my doubt
Eating me alive