Vrxn - was it all a joke to you Lyrics

Do you ever feel alone
Was it all just a joke
Coz i feel... so alone
Is it all, what you showed[00:37.007]
Is it all a joke[00:44.025]
Missed my calls, stab my throat
Feelings gone, Slit my wrist
And now i'm low, oh, oh, oh, oh
Do you ever feel alone[01:19.085]
Was it all just a joke[01:25.003]
Coz i feel... so alone
Is it all, what you showed