Vondo - Only in My Dreams Lyrics

Executive decision woke up I decided rap today
Remember all my days of a Backyardigan a castaway
Wearing all my struggles on my sleeve so you can laugh away
I was just A Little Ghetto Boy like Donny Hathaway
These days people hate you when you go and post yo accolades
Really always wondered why these niggas be so mad today
Behind the scenes I kept on cooking in the lab for days
Whole new form from high school I had to activate
Nowadays sparingly listening to what the pastor say
Cause it don't make no sense to sparingly give all you have away
They laugh at greats look how they laughed at Jay and laughed at Ye
Oh well tell em fuck themselves like they Masturbate
Oh hell I can see through you niggas like propel
No jail I won't catch no cases like Odell
Flow ill bitch I stay balling out like I'm Joel
Embiid cut all that rapping shit get on indeed
Sissies Ima keep spitting until i'm sixty
Or six feet over my casket saying you miss me
Bitch please you was the main one trying to trick me
Get me Vondo stay spitting just like the pixies
Mixing all of my own tracks since 16
Don't mix me up in no bullshit I'm busy
Play infield ma I think I'm ready for the big leagues
Just in fields we treated Twit field like Wrigley
Flavor in ya ear
One man army O.M.A we over here
Tell tall tales niggas mater over there
Built a little buzz we cicadas over here
Niggas claiming that we blood we ain't related over
Ball for that green we Jayson Tatum over here
Making beats Ye and Dr. Dre we over here
Independent ran up 100k we over here
Real niggas listen to real niggas
So if you don't listen to me then I'm gonna be real witcha
You will miss the come up of a real figure
Real spill nigga up with the zombies like Jill nigga
Shark nigga don't prey bad on you krill niggas
You lil nigga too much hate that you feel nigga
I kill niggas on tracks I flame up and grill niggas
For real nigga get an Icee and go chill nigga
Rap was the first thing that came to my head
When niggas asked me what I want to do in life
Ended up doing therapy instead
Cause every time I spit I give out some new advice
Could've been left in this muhfucka dead
I cannot help but to give thanks to you oh christ
You have me down here prevailing instead
4 years ago I was thinking bout suicide
So glad that you alive
Momma said if I do it son do it right
All the love and the caring that you provide
It help me make my way through the night
It really give me the fuel to fight
It carried me right to the light
This rap shit is mine this shit do or die
Ima shoot this shit through the sky
Just a young nigga from the 773 see
Put on my city like Jeezy
Herb Keef Lil Chano and Yeezy
Next name up surely will be me
Momma Ill be up on TV
I'll show my uncle he wrong
Told me he'll never believe me
Promise you it won't take long
Mark my words right on this pad
So he can mark em on this song
Tell him I ran up 10 easy
Just so I can call his phone
I'm going in like mixtape Weezy
Mamba mode im in my zone
Don't hit my line if you need me
I was always on my own

Executive decision woke up I decided rap today
Remember all my days of a Backyardigan a castaway
Wearing all my struggles on my sleeve so you can laugh away
I was just A Little Ghetto Boy like Donny Hathaway
These days people hate you when you go and post yo accolades
Really always wondered why these niggas be so mad today
Behind the scenes I kept on cooking in the lab for days
Whole new form from high school I had to activate
Nowadays sparingly listening to what the pastor say
Cause it don't make no sense to sparingly give all you have away
They laugh at greats look how they laughed at Jay and laughed at Ye
Oh well tell em fuck themselves like they Masturbate
Oh hell I can see through you niggas like propel
No jail I won't catch no cases like Odell
Flow ill bitch I stay balling out like I'm Joel
Embiid cut all that rapping shit get on indeed
Sissies Ima keep spitting until i'm sixty
Or six feet over my casket saying you miss me
Bitch please you was the main one trying to trick me
Get me Vondo stay spitting just like the pixies
Mixing all of my own tracks since 16
Don't mix me up in no bullshit I'm busy
Play infield ma I think I'm ready for the big leagues
Just in fields we treated Twit field like Wrigley
Flavor in ya ear
One man army O.M.A we over here
Tell tall tales niggas mater over there
Built a little buzz we cicadas over here
Niggas claiming that we blood we ain't related over
Ball for that green we Jayson Tatum over here
Making beats Ye and Dr. Dre we over here
Independent ran up 100k we over here
Real niggas listen to real niggas
So if you don't listen to me then I'm gonna be real witcha
You will miss the come up of a real figure
Real spill nigga up with the zombies like Jill nigga
Shark nigga don't prey bad on you krill niggas
You lil nigga too much hate that you feel nigga
I kill niggas on tracks I flame up and grill niggas
For real nigga get an Icee and go chill nigga
Rap was the first thing that came to my head
When niggas asked me what I want to do in life
Ended up doing therapy instead
Cause every time I spit I give out some new advice
Could've been left in this muhfucka dead
I cannot help but to give thanks to you oh christ
You have me down here prevailing instead
4 years ago I was thinking bout suicide
So glad that you alive
Momma said if I do it son do it right
All the love and the caring that you provide
It help me make my way through the night
It really give me the fuel to fight
It carried me right to the light
This rap shit is mine this shit do or die
Ima shoot this shit through the sky
Just a young nigga from the 773 see
Put on my city like Jeezy
Herb Keef Lil Chano and Yeezy
Next name up surely will be me
Momma Ill be up on TV
I'll show my uncle he wrong
Told me he'll never believe me
Promise you it won't take long
Mark my words right on this pad
So he can mark em on this song
Tell him I ran up 10 easy
Just so I can call his phone
I'm going in like mixtape Weezy
Mamba mode im in my zone
Don't hit my line if you need me
I was always on my own