Volk - Body Bag Lyrics

Was it always your plan to desert me?
You left with the key and I desperately want to be free
I sugar coat the pain to try and keep myself sane
Not getting any better, my demons come out to play
Should've known from the start
You'd be the one to tear me apart
Digging my nails into the ground
As you watch me get dragged down
It's too much, I cannot breathe
When did you get sick of me?
This home and love built over lies
The truth is killing me inside
So you're just gonna lie about us now?
That's fine, we'll deal with it when we're underground
A deep breath and panic rushes over my body
All that's left is the last 8 years haunting me
I dont even know where to begin
Will my denial ever fuckin end?
Don't you try to mend anything
Open doors for dead man walking
It's too much, I cannot breathe
When did you get sick of me?
This home and love built over lies
The truth is killing me inside
Fabrications that you'd tell
We're almost like magic spells
Pulling me in every time
But you leave me behind
I know you see the damage done
Did you have all your fun?
You've been caught but still you lie
And now it's all killing me inside
It's too much, I cannot breathe
When did you get sick of me?
This home and love built over lies
Life with you kills me inside
Code blue, my heart is frozen
Prepare the body bag
Killing me so I'm forgotten
Watching as I turn to ash

Was it always your plan to desert me?
You left with the key and I desperately want to be free
I sugar coat the pain to try and keep myself sane
Not getting any better, my demons come out to play
Should've known from the start
You'd be the one to tear me apart
Digging my nails into the ground
As you watch me get dragged down
It's too much, I cannot breathe
When did you get sick of me?
This home and love built over lies
The truth is killing me inside
So you're just gonna lie about us now?
That's fine, we'll deal with it when we're underground
A deep breath and panic rushes over my body
All that's left is the last 8 years haunting me
I dont even know where to begin
Will my denial ever fuckin end?
Don't you try to mend anything
Open doors for dead man walking
It's too much, I cannot breathe
When did you get sick of me?
This home and love built over lies
The truth is killing me inside
Fabrications that you'd tell
We're almost like magic spells
Pulling me in every time
But you leave me behind
I know you see the damage done
Did you have all your fun?
You've been caught but still you lie
And now it's all killing me inside
It's too much, I cannot breathe
When did you get sick of me?
This home and love built over lies
Life with you kills me inside
Code blue, my heart is frozen
Prepare the body bag
Killing me so I'm forgotten
Watching as I turn to ash