voidbruh - i forgot Lyrics

I forgot how to speak
To other human beings
I forgot how to care
About how you perceive me
I forgot I'm a ghost and
You cannot see me
I forgot loser boy
Loser life I rot
As I walk
Barely breathing
Rarely talk
Heart barely beating
I am all alone seething
Trying to find my meaning

I'm that silent mess
With the panic in my head
It really wants me dead
Existential dread
Please tell me when will it end
Cause I'm fucked up and I'm barely even living anymore
I don't know what to do but I think about death when I am bored