VNY - Coulda Been the Outro Lyrics

How is hating yo main thing?
Brother left now you angry
I'm just tired of running
I'm just tired of

How is he doing?
He mad at the world
Back for the season
I see with no girl
I see with no team
I see with no I
My life is icy as I see with no hurt

I'm cold to the bone
My igloo is still you
I live with no home
I'm trying to fulfill you
As if you're no more
You should be 18
Hope you know it's lil bro

Issac
I tried to do this as if you died and
I know it's too much
So if you survive this
World hope you know that I'm here as your guide in
To this lil family we call it the johnsons
We never perfect

But I hope you like it
I made this project kng vny
It's more like a view just for you through my mind so
You can see everything

How is hating your main thing
Brother left now you-

I had game as kid that
I always played in the crib my
Momma had threw it away
She said
Go out and make me some friends I
Always had wanted to help
But no one would give me a chance but
I had ideas that were simpler
Everyone else here was difficult

I grew so difficult
I was like that with my homies
No major upsets in particular
I was just mad at the world
I tried to be calm for mental

It never helped til I met some
One who was bright in the middle
She was the reason I fixed it
I had to leave her
I couldn't have her and have this shit
I had to make a decision
That shit still haunts while I'm sleeping
I could still change it but I still want this before anything
I wanna meet you and tell you
You were my motivation
You were my help through grade school
I had to goal to save you
But now I just doubt the danger
I think you live okay and
I wanted to say thank you
But now I'm just waiting patient till you appear when I wake up
Till you appear
And if you're here when I wake up
Then I'll wake up again
Cuz he don't always give what you pay for

How is hating the wrong thing?
Being lonely, I'm violent
I'm just tired of running
I'm just tired of running
I'm just tired of running