Virgos Merlot - Disregarding Lyrics

Someone should have told me when I was younger
Life was only learning how to lose
Now I´m older and so much stronger
And I only feel I´m being abused

And now my hands move slower and
slower in pain
And, oh my mind´s going over and over again

My God my soul is dead
It´s ringing in my head
Disregarding what you said
I fall farther down instead

I hold my hands out only hoping
For what I truly deserve
I draw back nothing
Only a promise
And I don´t know what that´s worth