veezuh - luv me? Lyrics

So often
I'm feeling lost
And I cannot ever stop it
I'm counting bands
But it doesn't seem to help it
I need a break
I need a respite
Say I'm okay, so I can hide it
Thoughts in my brain
They so divided
And I know
They don't care much
And I try
But I'm not enough

I wanna die, but I know that'd suck
I can't pick sides, I'm indecisive
Feel like my life is in a crisis
I've never felt more than average
If I was gone would you notice
These pills they hurt my focus
Your feelings they all bogus
So why you tryna hold this
Just stop tryna play me
Why'd you call me baby
You couldn't even keep me safe
So how could you save me
How could you betray me
I believed every word
And then you just left me in the dirt
You told me that you care
For what it's worth
You told me that you care
For what it's worth

So often
I'm feeling lost
And I cannot ever stop it
I'm counting bands
But it doesn't seem to help it
I need a break
I need a respite
Say I'm okay, so I can hide it
Thoughts in my brain
They so divided
And I know
They don't care much
And I try
But I'm not enough

So often
I'm feeling lost
And I cannot ever stop it
I'm counting bands
But it doesn't seem to help it
I need a break
I need a respite
Say I'm okay, so I can hide it
Thoughts in my brain
They so divided
And I know
They don't care much
And I try
But I'm not enough

I wanna die, but I know that'd suck