usually trespassing - where do we go now? Lyrics

Those drunk nights on the beach
Just swinging each other around
Watching the sun rise over the sea
I swear I could hear my heart beat out loud

You gave me something to look forward to
In the morning, I felt supported
A high I never even came close to reaching
With anything that I've ever snorted

Then you said
I am ready to follow you to anywhere you go
Well, I don't know my place
In this fucked up world
But when I'm with you well I feel at home
Woo

So what did I do
I thought about myself, too fucking selfish
To notice I just bought two one way tickets
Straight to hell
I told you that I'd do my best
But what I chose ended up
Pretty fucking close to the opposite of that

Then you said
My eyes are heavy, I'm tired
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't recognize these ghosts
Standing in our place
And then you pointed at the door
Fuck!

But now I know
I fell asleep at the wheel
I screwed the pooch
I shit the bed
I saw a path, I knew exactly what to do
But I stayed locked up in my own head
I've dealt you more heartbreak and pain
Than you can shake a stick at
Couldn't handle my shit when it blew back
I know sorry doesn't cut it
But I'm sorry that I'm a fucking dumbass

Now I'm saying
I am ready to follow you
To anywhere you go
I don't know my place in this fucking rat race
But when I'm with you
Well I feel at home

I swear that I will never leave you behind
I'll be kind
And if I am still lying
Please ignore me 'til the end of time
I swear that I will never leave you behind
I'll be kind
And if I am still lying
Please ignore me 'til the end of time