usually trespassing - don't look back Lyrics

My heart and head were as heavy as
My worldly possessions packed upon my back
I fed my dog, lit a cigarette
And hoped for the best
My last couple bucks spent on getting drunker
Against my better judgement
Hitched a ride a with a trucker
Cause we were headed east
But my heart was still in the west

Sometimes what we want ain't what we need
It wouldn't be that way if it were up to me
I guess I gotta school myself in a bit of humility
Hopefully when it's all said and done
You'll still be with me

I could talk 'til I got no breath in these lungs
About how much I love you
And how hard this distance has become
It seems every fucking time I look up
The sky is grey
So I ride through the pain, waiting for the day
It's not something my mind has to entertain
I guess pissing in the wind ain't that bad
If you're facing the right way

Sometimes what we want ain't what we need
It wouldn't be that way if it were up to me
I guess I gotta school myself in a bit of humility
Hopefully when it's all said and done
You'll still be with me

Everybody tells me I have so much time
So why does it feel like I'm so far behind
Can't shake this feeling
No matter how hard I try
It don't make no difference
We're all plagued by existence
The ones that do shit are the ones
That learn how to live with it
So I'm strapping in and hoping
I don't lose my goddamn mind

Sometimes what we want ain't what we need
It wouldn't be that way if it were up to me
I guess I gotta school myself in a bit of humility
Hopefully when it's all said and done
You'll still be with me

I have so much left to say
But it will go unsaid
And I've been drinking every day
To get these fucking thoughts outta my head

Sometimes what we want ain't what we need
It wouldn't be that way if it were up to me
I guess I gotta school myself in a bit of humility
Hopefully when it's all said and done
You'll still be with me