Urban Ty - Both Sides Lyrics

I'm trynna give both sides how I feel
Do I love trynna see if it's real
Gotta focus I need me a deal
I enjoy when we sit and we chill

We could go up, no need to rush
Wanna see me but I had enough
My emotions they talking in fuss
But my mind trynna see wassup

Don't get me wrong it's been a hell of a year, I'll never regret it
Taught me shit that I needed to learn, like fighting my demons and building my credit
You was there on my lowest saying you don't love me I don't know but I couldn't accept it
Gotta love yaself before you love someone else that's the reason I tried to just dead it

And I'm calling up Kay
When I leave then I'm jinking with shay
Do I feel bad, yea I may
But I'm young so what can I say

My other side just trynna live
Immature call it was it is
When I was down you ain't fuck with the kid
Gang said run down cuz they down I got rizz

Lately I been in the crib if not I'm geeking and doing the dash
If you see two bm's on a chase, that's me and that's stackz
They ask me why I do what I do, i think it's my dad
My mom ain't said she love me in years so if i did wrong I'm saying my bad

All I'm hearing is excuses, I've been through it so I'm ruthless
What's love whos Cupid, ain't beneficial then you useless
Don't care if you gang or fam, do me wrong then deuces
Y'all played yaself thinking I'll play you I don't care, you foolish

I'm trynna give both sides how I feel
Do I love trynna see if it's real
Gotta focus I need me a deal
I enjoy when we sit and we chill

We could go up, no need to rush
Wanna see me but I had enough
My emotions they talking in fuss
But my mind trynna see wassup

Don't get me wrong it's been a hell of a year, I'll never regret it
Taught me shit that I needed to learn, like fighting my demons and building my credit
You was there on my lowest saying you don't love me I don't know but I couldn't accept it
Gotta love yaself before you love someone else that's the reason I tried to just dead it