UNTITL3D, Mimibaby - Colorless - Radio Edit Lyrics

I can't sleep at night (Can't sleep)
Fighting for my life (Im losing)
Someone fix my life (Rebuild it)
Before I close my eyes
I can't sleep at night (Can't sleep)
Fighting for my life (Im losing)
Someone fix my life (Rebuild it)
Before I pay the price (Yuh)
Im sick of this s*** Im fighting with these thoughts but I can't win
Im Taking all these pills just to keep a grin
This f****** depression under my skin
I can't keep up sin
It feels way better then writing these letters to my younger self
For my next of kin
Therapy ain't for the week and it ain't cheep
So we keep taking shots of dusse not hearing a word that you say
Tryna numb the pain but im insane what's up with my brain
I know I need help and I'm tryna confront my demons on this road to Recovery
But I ain't got no seatbelt so im looking to crash
But this time imma try to get what's mine
I can't sleep at night (Can't sleep)
Fighting for my life (Im losing)
Someone fix my life (Rebuild it)
Before I close my eyes (Yuh)
Stuck in a room full of darkness, no light to shine my way out
Might as well be stuck in a coffin, cause I can never get out
No way to escape, no air to breathe, I was told that mentally
Ain't finna get stuck in a strap bed, darkness in my head, forgive me I'm a Narcissist
I make mistakes and never think I'm wrong
But when the troubles come I can't handle it (True)
Stuck in a room full of darkness
No light to shine my way out
I can't sleep at night (Can't sleep)
Fighting for my life (Im losing)
Someone fix my life (Rebuild it)
Before I close my eyes
I can't sleep at night (Can't sleep)
Fighting for my life (Im losing)
Someone fix my life (Rebuild it)
Before I pay the price (Yuh)
Scared im locked im afraid of myself
Im scared that these thoughts destroyed my health
Im locked in the dark and I can't get out
Im afraid of these demons that feed on my doubts
But I messed up and can't stand up
Waiting is the key so I'm told
I don't wanna die live alone
Or have hurt when I'm old
Can I wait? No
And right now I'm questioning if I can go on
My brain will blister he's just a boy
But them dark thoughts took away his joy
While devil sits and plays him like a toy
While the boy is gone 'cause he don't know no better
The devil sits and write his letter
To another kid who was also lost
Who manages to get his favorite sweater
As he puts him in your place or at least what he told you
Made you believe you were best friends till the very end
But your not (Oooh, yuh)
I need help from myself
Can anyone help me
Im in a dark place dark time
Can anyone save me
All these demons in my head
I feel like I can't fight
Haunted in the shadows
In my mind its a battle
I can't sleep at night (Can't sleep)
Fighting for my life (Im losing)
Someone fix my life (Rebuild it)
Before I close my eyes
I can't sleep at night (can't sleep)
Fighting for my life (Im losing)
Someone fix my life (Rebuild it)
Before I pay the price (Yuh)

I can't sleep at night (Can't sleep)
Fighting for my life (Im losing)
Someone fix my life (Rebuild it)
Before I close my eyes
I can't sleep at night (Can't sleep)
Fighting for my life (Im losing)
Someone fix my life (Rebuild it)
Before I pay the price (Yuh)
Im sick of this s*** Im fighting with these thoughts but I can't win
Im Taking all these pills just to keep a grin
This f****** depression under my skin
I can't keep up sin
It feels way better then writing these letters to my younger self
For my next of kin
Therapy ain't for the week and it ain't cheep
So we keep taking shots of dusse not hearing a word that you say
Tryna numb the pain but im insane what's up with my brain
I know I need help and I'm tryna confront my demons on this road to Recovery
But I ain't got no seatbelt so im looking to crash
But this time imma try to get what's mine
I can't sleep at night (Can't sleep)
Fighting for my life (Im losing)
Someone fix my life (Rebuild it)
Before I close my eyes (Yuh)
Stuck in a room full of darkness, no light to shine my way out
Might as well be stuck in a coffin, cause I can never get out
No way to escape, no air to breathe, I was told that mentally
Ain't finna get stuck in a strap bed, darkness in my head, forgive me I'm a Narcissist
I make mistakes and never think I'm wrong
But when the troubles come I can't handle it (True)
Stuck in a room full of darkness
No light to shine my way out
I can't sleep at night (Can't sleep)
Fighting for my life (Im losing)
Someone fix my life (Rebuild it)
Before I close my eyes
I can't sleep at night (Can't sleep)
Fighting for my life (Im losing)
Someone fix my life (Rebuild it)
Before I pay the price (Yuh)
Scared im locked im afraid of myself
Im scared that these thoughts destroyed my health
Im locked in the dark and I can't get out
Im afraid of these demons that feed on my doubts
But I messed up and can't stand up
Waiting is the key so I'm told
I don't wanna die live alone
Or have hurt when I'm old
Can I wait? No
And right now I'm questioning if I can go on
My brain will blister he's just a boy
But them dark thoughts took away his joy
While devil sits and plays him like a toy
While the boy is gone 'cause he don't know no better
The devil sits and write his letter
To another kid who was also lost
Who manages to get his favorite sweater
As he puts him in your place or at least what he told you
Made you believe you were best friends till the very end
But your not (Oooh, yuh)
I need help from myself
Can anyone help me
Im in a dark place dark time
Can anyone save me
All these demons in my head
I feel like I can't fight
Haunted in the shadows
In my mind its a battle
I can't sleep at night (Can't sleep)
Fighting for my life (Im losing)
Someone fix my life (Rebuild it)
Before I close my eyes
I can't sleep at night (can't sleep)
Fighting for my life (Im losing)
Someone fix my life (Rebuild it)
Before I pay the price (Yuh)