unknown fault - kimono Lyrics

I've seen through their eyes
The parties, the lights
Not sure this is mine
I can only see this

Every parking lot seems so constructed
To solely bring me to a mattress inducing fear of heights
But no, not me not you

Symptoms of a constructed mind
Constructed to believe I will pay
Pay me for beauty, I'll pay for beauty

I glue kimono fabric onto concrete in my mind all the time

Pay me for beauty, I'll pay for beauty