Unknown and Sailing - Drive Me Lyrics

I can't say I really
Have it figured out
Figured I would take time
Before I opened mouth
Before I opened
Message from unknown sender
Thought I untied
This well known tether
Interrupting my unsound sleep
With yearning and uncertainty
I'm smoking more and drinking
Distract myself but I can't think
Of
No I can't think
Of
Blank stare on my face
Mark me absent
From the current conversation
I'm busy
Rehearsing
But I'm uncertain
Unconscious fidgeting
Displays my fragile mood
My leg is jumping
I'm rubbing my temples
Shit sorry repeat that
I haven't been in the present
Realizing I need to take hold of my own attitude
And if I suffer it's best to just allude
It's all just fine maybe I'll trick me too
I'll be just fine I'll make it through
When the phone rings
You run across my mind
I haven't saved your number
So I can say goodbye easier
So no one can look over my shoulder
And ask me how it goes with ya
Interrupting my unsound sleep
With yearning and uncertainty
I'm smoking more and drinking
Distract myself but I can't think
Of
No I can't think
Of
Anything but you
Drive me up walls
Can't escape your draw
Drowning in awe

I can't say I really
Have it figured out
Figured I would take time
Before I opened mouth
Before I opened
Message from unknown sender
Thought I untied
This well known tether
Interrupting my unsound sleep
With yearning and uncertainty
I'm smoking more and drinking
Distract myself but I can't think
Of
No I can't think
Of
Blank stare on my face
Mark me absent
From the current conversation
I'm busy
Rehearsing
But I'm uncertain
Unconscious fidgeting
Displays my fragile mood
My leg is jumping
I'm rubbing my temples
Shit sorry repeat that
I haven't been in the present
Realizing I need to take hold of my own attitude
And if I suffer it's best to just allude
It's all just fine maybe I'll trick me too
I'll be just fine I'll make it through
When the phone rings
You run across my mind
I haven't saved your number
So I can say goodbye easier
So no one can look over my shoulder
And ask me how it goes with ya
Interrupting my unsound sleep
With yearning and uncertainty
I'm smoking more and drinking
Distract myself but I can't think
Of
No I can't think
Of
Anything but you
Drive me up walls
Can't escape your draw
Drowning in awe