Underrated Prodigy, Chxse Bank - Dear Diary Lyrics

Dear diary I drop
Any dollar that I want
Old me was a flop
Same pain different plot
Dear diary I stop
Sipping codeine, fucking up
Old me was a flop
Doing better never drop
I'm a victim of hate
Hating on me cause I'm doing great
Why you envy cause we ain't the same
Ain't my fault that I gifted, I sang
We all gifted but we ain't the same
I be talking for me and the gang
Ain't our fault that we stick to our lanes
Loyalty, underrated don't fade
Lost it all cause she fucking with snakes
Tried to talk but it wasn't the same
Live and learn from my pain and I'm great
Drinking Henny to take all the pain
I'm keeping em like trophy's
To remind me to never hold these women closely
They don't know me, they don't know me but they owe me
For the good times
For the fun times
For the laughs right
For the sex aight
I be rapping like this is emotions
All my brothers told me to get focus
Taking my shots for my pain and I'm loaded
Acting like if I'm the one who was hoeing
But I be living life
And I be getting high
Smoking my Diesel right
My neighbors don't like me aight
Giving no fucks tonight
She working that 9 to 5
She working it all the time
Can't give you love tonight
Dear diary I drop
Any dollar that I want
Old me was a flop
Same pain different plot
Dear diary I stop
Sipping codeine, fucking up
Old me was a flop
Doing better never drop
Said dear diary I stop
Said dear diary I stop
Said dear diary I stop
Said dear diary I stop
Why they gon' talk and then hate on my melodies
All of my demons don't fuck with they energy
How you gon talk and claim you ahead of me
None of you people compare with my pedigree
Besides this women, I know she my energy
Loving the way that i knew she ahead of me
I got this bottle I'm sipping on Hennessy 
Guessing that we gonna break it officially
Now I realize that my pain is my remedy 
My demons loving the way that I came to be
Sipping some bottle to take all the pain from me
Getting my diamonds I know that I'm meant to be better then you
Better then them
I was talking to you
But I'm leaving it dead
Dear diary I drop
Any dollar that I want
Old me was a flop
Same pain different plot
Dear diary I stop
Sipping codeine, fucking up
Old me was a flop
Doing better never drop

Dear diary I drop
Any dollar that I want
Old me was a flop
Same pain different plot
Dear diary I stop
Sipping codeine, fucking up
Old me was a flop
Doing better never drop
I'm a victim of hate
Hating on me cause I'm doing great
Why you envy cause we ain't the same
Ain't my fault that I gifted, I sang
We all gifted but we ain't the same
I be talking for me and the gang
Ain't our fault that we stick to our lanes
Loyalty, underrated don't fade
Lost it all cause she fucking with snakes
Tried to talk but it wasn't the same
Live and learn from my pain and I'm great
Drinking Henny to take all the pain
I'm keeping em like trophy's
To remind me to never hold these women closely
They don't know me, they don't know me but they owe me
For the good times
For the fun times
For the laughs right
For the sex aight
I be rapping like this is emotions
All my brothers told me to get focus
Taking my shots for my pain and I'm loaded
Acting like if I'm the one who was hoeing
But I be living life
And I be getting high
Smoking my Diesel right
My neighbors don't like me aight
Giving no fucks tonight
She working that 9 to 5
She working it all the time
Can't give you love tonight
Dear diary I drop
Any dollar that I want
Old me was a flop
Same pain different plot
Dear diary I stop
Sipping codeine, fucking up
Old me was a flop
Doing better never drop
Said dear diary I stop
Said dear diary I stop
Said dear diary I stop
Said dear diary I stop
Why they gon' talk and then hate on my melodies
All of my demons don't fuck with they energy
How you gon talk and claim you ahead of me
None of you people compare with my pedigree
Besides this women, I know she my energy
Loving the way that i knew she ahead of me
I got this bottle I'm sipping on Hennessy 
Guessing that we gonna break it officially
Now I realize that my pain is my remedy 
My demons loving the way that I came to be
Sipping some bottle to take all the pain from me
Getting my diamonds I know that I'm meant to be better then you
Better then them
I was talking to you
But I'm leaving it dead
Dear diary I drop
Any dollar that I want
Old me was a flop
Same pain different plot
Dear diary I stop
Sipping codeine, fucking up
Old me was a flop
Doing better never drop