UnderRated - Locked Lyrics

It's like I'm stuck in a hole although I'm heaven sent
Try to stay focused on goals till I remember when
I was defeated I swear those are times I can't forget
I feel depleted, my body feels like it's taking hits
Stupid shit, too stuck up in the foolishness
I knew about the consequence, but I was such a ruthless prick
They told me read my daily bread
I threw away the food they give
Threw away the food they gave
That's something I won't do again
We stuck inside a newer age
I'm not the one to play pretend
So I started saying amen
I started saving my friends
I started praying to God
Now his voice stuck in my head
Everything wrong I forget
All that is right imma praise
Not just the things I was taught
Not just the I was raised
He put the word in my heart
This what he told me to say
It's time to welcome the lost
No time for being afraid
Why would you master the fall, when we could master it all?
It's hard to keep my eyes on God when there's a captor involved
But I just have to keep in mind that all my sins are absolved
So I can't live like a dog
Cause every way has a cost
Every way has a ladder
I ain't tryna move faster
I could never stay stagnant and I ain't gone move backwards
Imma live with a passion
I hope it shows through my rappin
I hope it shows through my ethic
I know shit ain't automatic
I still feel pain when I'm laughing
Wanna die when I'm sad and trust I know nothing just happens
Sometimes don't know how to take it
Don't know how to grasp it
This ain't the time to be faking
It's time to get in my feels
Time to show em the real
I could careless if we relate but if we do here's my fear
That you still feel like your alone and that's besides what you hear
Feels like I'm speaking to myself when I just needed my peers
But it feels like nobody listens to the words I be speaking
So I just keep it to myself while I be fighting my demons
Through all the scriptures I'm reading, rediscovered the meaning
That all the pain that I feel is how imma get what I'm dreaming
Had to distinguish myself
Couldn't stay focused on wealth
I'm more concern with my growth
And that's besides how I felt
This such a journey we've been walking in
I can't say shit cause ain't hurt me cause I ain't call it quits
Cause if I did then most of you would never hear this track
I had to push fear to the side to keep my faith in tact
I truly almost lost myself until I made it back
Been way too focused on shit to the point I can't relax
My minds so far from my soul
Stuck in a parallax
I lost some shit I already know that I can't retract
But maybe through all of the pain we gone learn to become
Exactly what he always wanted
That's his daughters and sons
And that's what forced me to go harder
Till the day that I'm done
Cause what you give is what you get
That's just the way that it comes

It's like I'm stuck in a hole although I'm heaven sent
Try to stay focused on goals till I remember when
I was defeated I swear those are times I can't forget
I feel depleted, my body feels like it's taking hits
Stupid shit, too stuck up in the foolishness
I knew about the consequence, but I was such a ruthless prick
They told me read my daily bread
I threw away the food they give
Threw away the food they gave
That's something I won't do again
We stuck inside a newer age
I'm not the one to play pretend
So I started saying amen
I started saving my friends
I started praying to God
Now his voice stuck in my head
Everything wrong I forget
All that is right imma praise
Not just the things I was taught
Not just the I was raised
He put the word in my heart
This what he told me to say
It's time to welcome the lost
No time for being afraid
Why would you master the fall, when we could master it all?
It's hard to keep my eyes on God when there's a captor involved
But I just have to keep in mind that all my sins are absolved
So I can't live like a dog
Cause every way has a cost
Every way has a ladder
I ain't tryna move faster
I could never stay stagnant and I ain't gone move backwards
Imma live with a passion
I hope it shows through my rappin
I hope it shows through my ethic
I know shit ain't automatic
I still feel pain when I'm laughing
Wanna die when I'm sad and trust I know nothing just happens
Sometimes don't know how to take it
Don't know how to grasp it
This ain't the time to be faking
It's time to get in my feels
Time to show em the real
I could careless if we relate but if we do here's my fear
That you still feel like your alone and that's besides what you hear
Feels like I'm speaking to myself when I just needed my peers
But it feels like nobody listens to the words I be speaking
So I just keep it to myself while I be fighting my demons
Through all the scriptures I'm reading, rediscovered the meaning
That all the pain that I feel is how imma get what I'm dreaming
Had to distinguish myself
Couldn't stay focused on wealth
I'm more concern with my growth
And that's besides how I felt
This such a journey we've been walking in
I can't say shit cause ain't hurt me cause I ain't call it quits
Cause if I did then most of you would never hear this track
I had to push fear to the side to keep my faith in tact
I truly almost lost myself until I made it back
Been way too focused on shit to the point I can't relax
My minds so far from my soul
Stuck in a parallax
I lost some shit I already know that I can't retract
But maybe through all of the pain we gone learn to become
Exactly what he always wanted
That's his daughters and sons
And that's what forced me to go harder
Till the day that I'm done
Cause what you give is what you get
That's just the way that it comes