UnderRated - Know What I Needed Lyrics

I ain't never know what I needed
If it's love I ain't never really seen it
I've been tryna figure out the meaning
Damn it I been sippin on my demons
Don't know how but the shit can't ever go back
Play this beat and all I see's a bunch of throw backs
I feel so much pain but never show that
But the pain, it helped me not to hold back
There's a bunch a shit I had to go through
I ain't ever blame I knew I chose to
And all I did was keep it pushing like I'm supposed to
It's the true colors that'll always show through
It's a shame guess I never really knew me
Looking back it's like thinking bout a movie
Looking back I knew shit was always to deep
Off the yak cause I'm thinking bout it truly
How is that when the shit ain't even like that?
The devil came, I ain't even try to fight back
And it's shame cause I thought I really liked that
It's on my brain cause I wish shit wasn't like that
I ain't never know what I needed
If it's love I ain't never really seen it
I've been tryna figure out the meaning
Damn it I been sippin on my demons
I ain't never know what I needed
If it's love I ain't never really seen it
I've been tryna figure out the meaning
Damn it I been sippin on my demons
I ain't never know what I needed
If it's love I ain't never really seen it
I've been tryna figure out the meaning
Damn it I been sippin on my demons
Always tried but the shit ain't ever working
Wonder why all this shit ain't really worth it
Like I died cause I wanted to perfect
Then it's like I wonder why I be hurting
They say loves a field, don't know how to fight in
When you start to feel you always try to fight it
It's so hard hard to feel when shit ain't that enticing
Had a bunch of feelings so I had to write em
Did a bunch of shit but I ain't really like it
Keep the dutches lit, you roll another lit it
I done fucked with women that ain't that enticing
That shit made me sit and think about what life is
There's so many chances that I knew I might miss
Shed a couple tears but either way I wipe it
I ain't really focused on the shit I might get
I'm just living life I know I'll get the right shit
I ain't never know what I needed
If it's love I ain't never really seen it
I've been tryna figure out the meaning
Damn it I been sippin on my demons

I ain't never know what I needed
If it's love I ain't never really seen it
I've been tryna figure out the meaning
Damn it I been sippin on my demons
Don't know how but the shit can't ever go back
Play this beat and all I see's a bunch of throw backs
I feel so much pain but never show that
But the pain, it helped me not to hold back
There's a bunch a shit I had to go through
I ain't ever blame I knew I chose to
And all I did was keep it pushing like I'm supposed to
It's the true colors that'll always show through
It's a shame guess I never really knew me
Looking back it's like thinking bout a movie
Looking back I knew shit was always to deep
Off the yak cause I'm thinking bout it truly
How is that when the shit ain't even like that?
The devil came, I ain't even try to fight back
And it's shame cause I thought I really liked that
It's on my brain cause I wish shit wasn't like that
I ain't never know what I needed
If it's love I ain't never really seen it
I've been tryna figure out the meaning
Damn it I been sippin on my demons
I ain't never know what I needed
If it's love I ain't never really seen it
I've been tryna figure out the meaning
Damn it I been sippin on my demons
I ain't never know what I needed
If it's love I ain't never really seen it
I've been tryna figure out the meaning
Damn it I been sippin on my demons
Always tried but the shit ain't ever working
Wonder why all this shit ain't really worth it
Like I died cause I wanted to perfect
Then it's like I wonder why I be hurting
They say loves a field, don't know how to fight in
When you start to feel you always try to fight it
It's so hard hard to feel when shit ain't that enticing
Had a bunch of feelings so I had to write em
Did a bunch of shit but I ain't really like it
Keep the dutches lit, you roll another lit it
I done fucked with women that ain't that enticing
That shit made me sit and think about what life is
There's so many chances that I knew I might miss
Shed a couple tears but either way I wipe it
I ain't really focused on the shit I might get
I'm just living life I know I'll get the right shit
I ain't never know what I needed
If it's love I ain't never really seen it
I've been tryna figure out the meaning
Damn it I been sippin on my demons