Undead Generation - Monophobia Lyrics

So I'm trapped in my head
At the edge of a bed once again
Oh what a surprise
I've never felt so alive
And so dead inside
At the same time
And I don't wanna be alone again
Please stay because I need your company
I wanna forget to feel everything
I wanna learn to be my own crutch and relief
Is it okay to feel alone
Even when I know you're here
It made my heart feel cold as stone
It made me feel like I should just disappear
Disappear
Back in my dreams
I got these surreal and vivid encounters
I wish I knew what they meant
But some things are better left misunderstood
Some things are better off dead
And I don't wanna be alone again
So please stay because I need your company
I wanna forget to feel everything
I wanna learn to be my own crutch and relief
Is it okay to feel alone
Even when I know you're here
It made my heart feel cold as stone and
I feel like I should just disappear
Disappear
Disappear
You crawled inside of our eyes
And now I only feel fear
When we see ourselves at night
The mirror screams back in tears
We thought you only left marks on our hearts
You're in our thoughts and our dreams too
And when I finally get some sleep
I only dream of you
You crawled inside of our eyes
And now I only feel fear
When we see ourselves at night
The mirror screams right back in tears
We thought you only left marks on our hearts
You're in our thoughts and our dreams too
And when I finally get some sleep
I only dream of you

So I'm trapped in my head
At the edge of a bed once again
Oh what a surprise
I've never felt so alive
And so dead inside
At the same time
And I don't wanna be alone again
Please stay because I need your company
I wanna forget to feel everything
I wanna learn to be my own crutch and relief
Is it okay to feel alone
Even when I know you're here
It made my heart feel cold as stone
It made me feel like I should just disappear
Disappear
Back in my dreams
I got these surreal and vivid encounters
I wish I knew what they meant
But some things are better left misunderstood
Some things are better off dead
And I don't wanna be alone again
So please stay because I need your company
I wanna forget to feel everything
I wanna learn to be my own crutch and relief
Is it okay to feel alone
Even when I know you're here
It made my heart feel cold as stone and
I feel like I should just disappear
Disappear
Disappear
You crawled inside of our eyes
And now I only feel fear
When we see ourselves at night
The mirror screams back in tears
We thought you only left marks on our hearts
You're in our thoughts and our dreams too
And when I finally get some sleep
I only dream of you
You crawled inside of our eyes
And now I only feel fear
When we see ourselves at night
The mirror screams right back in tears
We thought you only left marks on our hearts
You're in our thoughts and our dreams too
And when I finally get some sleep
I only dream of you