Uncle Mix - Equal Lyrics

I'm scared of life
But I'm also scared to die
It's equal I do I
I've made my mind up (No I ain't)
I've made my mind up (No I ain't)
I'm scared to die
But I'm also scared of life
It's equal I do I
I've made my mind up (No I ain't)
I've made my mind up (No I ain't)
(Or maybe I have)

Sitting on the roof top thinking bout tomorrow
I wonder if it's gonna rain
Imagine if the sun don't rise
Birds don't sing
Children didn't run and play
Now I'm sitting on a roof top thinking bout tomorrow
I wonder if I'm gonna make it
Imagine if I jump right now
And glad right down
Would you mourn or celebrate
I inch a bit forward
I push a little bit back
I get nervous
I gotta stick to the plan
I'm not needed
I always get in the way
Being chased by a demon with death on his brain
There's no saving me but why would you want to
I'm no use to anyone
There's no saving me but why would you want to

I'm scared of life
But I'm also scared to die
It's equal I do I
I've made my mind up (No I ain't)
I've made my mind up (No I ain't)
I'm scared to die
But I'm also scared of life
It's equal I do I
I've made my mind up (No I ain't)
I've made my mind up (No I ain't)
(Or maybe I have)

Sitting on a roof top thinking bout yesterday
With nothing but regrets
Why I didn't take my chance
I blame myself I had the opportunity
Now I'm sitting on a roof top thinking bout yesterday
With something on my chest
How come I'm on my own
No one stayed seems I pushed them all away
I don't think I can take no more
I hate my life but pain showed me that I should be grateful
So the best thing to do with all the rage
Is push it way down so far you don't face it
I can't take no more
I hate my life I can't imagine it any other way
Life filled with promise but it's gonna fade away
I never had a dream that ever wanted to stay

I'm scared of life
But I'm also scared to die
It's equal I do I
I've made my mind up (No I ain't)
I've made my mind up (No I ain't)
I'm scared to die
But I'm also scared of life
It's equal I do I
I've made my mind up (No I ain't)
I've made my mind up (No I ain't)

I'm scared of life
But I'm also scared to die
It's equal I do I
I've made my mind up (No I ain't)
I've made my mind up (No I ain't)
I'm scared to die
But I'm also scared of life
It's equal I do I
I've made my mind up (No I ain't)
I've made my mind up (No I ain't)
(Or maybe I have)