umtrillest - Nostalgia, Pt. II Lyrics

Grra, grra, haah
Grra, grra (I been feeling pain)
I been feeling pain, I can't hold on, like, like
Like glah, like, like
Oh you think you been
Oh you think you been feeling it
Oh you think you been
Oh you think you been, oh you, oh you
Oh you think you been feeling the pain
Hah, girl a nigga might, out his brain like
On my own I been going through things
Think the devil been pulling my chain and I feel so alone
Think it might just be written in stone
But damn I miss fucking you making you moan
But again I don't know I think that we don't belong
I been stuck in the crib and I'm writing these songs
I could try to move on but she gone do me wrong
The voices in my head ain't been getting along
And girl you know I been trying so hard to hold on
But hold on
On yo social media it seems like
You been doing okay without me
Girl remember there was a time that you needed me
Girl remember there was a time you believed in me
Hah, look, don't play with me baby
Look, you said you wouldn't betray me
Told me you was cool with all my crazy
How the fuck you go and double back on that baby, these bitches can't phase me
Cause I been through it all already with you
From the very first moment I seen you I knew
You would change my life for the better or worst, either way girl it's cool
Ha, you can change my life but you won't change me
If I move like a demon right now, tell me could you blame me
Hah, I might be the same until my eighties
Cause every girl is the same and they all moving shady
Like, fuck yo shit, give a fuck what you thinking
And my phone on dnd, don't care if it's ringing
I can't fuck with you shorty you never gone give me enough, I ain't picking it up no
Like, in my mind I don't know what I feel like
These feelings I can't make em out
Shut up, these voices I can't get em out
And when it come to the loving, been having a drought
Ha, Lil sad in my head, what he talking about
CHXOS in my head telling me take em out
Way too much going on inside for me to let emotion out
So I can't get in my feelings or Ima get to showing out
And if I get in my feelings then Ima be the villain now
Wanted your heart, had to steal it and then I put it in the ground
I let you go to start healing and then I came and tore you down
With my intentions concealed I was wearing you out
Ha, karma a bitch
You thought I ain't remember what you did
Got my revenge and I know that it's toxic
We deserve each other we got mufuckin problems, what
Oh you think you been feeling the pain
Girl a nigga might, out his, like
On my own I been going through things
Think the devil been pulling my chain and I feel so alone
Think it might just be written in stone
I miss fucking you, making you moan
But I don't know I think that we don't belong
Grra, grra
Look, never change
I knew that you was never gone change
But on you I can't put all the blame
Cause my ways they was always the same
I don't even know why you would stay aye
Was a game but you always would play aye
Now I realize that it is the time I need to let you slide
Release you from this fight, ayee
I never meant it but you never said it, I only realized when it became repetitive
Put you against the wall, foot on the mattress
Yeah I am the monster and you're in my, look
It's sad but you'll never get to say that
Big mad when you see her get her payback
And now you doing things you only ashamed of
Losing her was the only thing you were afraid of
Ha, now she gone I ain't worried bout shit
She aight, she got another dick
But she ain't realized that I wasn't it
She be thinking bout me when she fucking on him
And that's why it's always the same
That's why you take shots to your brain
That's why you don't stay in yo lane
That's why your heart always sink
Cause this was something that was never gone change
Hmm never change
You knew that I was never gone change
But you hoped for the best and you prayed
But I am insane
You cannot change me this way cause if I was a saint
Girl you wouldn't worry today
Ha, we'd pray together everyday
And you'd be okay, cause living this way just leads to heartbreak, but you'll never say it
Grra grra look, hah

Grra, grra, haah
Grra, grra (I been feeling pain)
I been feeling pain, I can't hold on, like, like
Like glah, like, like
Oh you think you been
Oh you think you been feeling it
Oh you think you been
Oh you think you been, oh you, oh you
Oh you think you been feeling the pain
Hah, girl a nigga might, out his brain like
On my own I been going through things
Think the devil been pulling my chain and I feel so alone
Think it might just be written in stone
But damn I miss fucking you making you moan
But again I don't know I think that we don't belong
I been stuck in the crib and I'm writing these songs
I could try to move on but she gone do me wrong
The voices in my head ain't been getting along
And girl you know I been trying so hard to hold on
But hold on
On yo social media it seems like
You been doing okay without me
Girl remember there was a time that you needed me
Girl remember there was a time you believed in me
Hah, look, don't play with me baby
Look, you said you wouldn't betray me
Told me you was cool with all my crazy
How the fuck you go and double back on that baby, these bitches can't phase me
Cause I been through it all already with you
From the very first moment I seen you I knew
You would change my life for the better or worst, either way girl it's cool
Ha, you can change my life but you won't change me
If I move like a demon right now, tell me could you blame me
Hah, I might be the same until my eighties
Cause every girl is the same and they all moving shady
Like, fuck yo shit, give a fuck what you thinking
And my phone on dnd, don't care if it's ringing
I can't fuck with you shorty you never gone give me enough, I ain't picking it up no
Like, in my mind I don't know what I feel like
These feelings I can't make em out
Shut up, these voices I can't get em out
And when it come to the loving, been having a drought
Ha, Lil sad in my head, what he talking about
CHXOS in my head telling me take em out
Way too much going on inside for me to let emotion out
So I can't get in my feelings or Ima get to showing out
And if I get in my feelings then Ima be the villain now
Wanted your heart, had to steal it and then I put it in the ground
I let you go to start healing and then I came and tore you down
With my intentions concealed I was wearing you out
Ha, karma a bitch
You thought I ain't remember what you did
Got my revenge and I know that it's toxic
We deserve each other we got mufuckin problems, what
Oh you think you been feeling the pain
Girl a nigga might, out his, like
On my own I been going through things
Think the devil been pulling my chain and I feel so alone
Think it might just be written in stone
I miss fucking you, making you moan
But I don't know I think that we don't belong
Grra, grra
Look, never change
I knew that you was never gone change
But on you I can't put all the blame
Cause my ways they was always the same
I don't even know why you would stay aye
Was a game but you always would play aye
Now I realize that it is the time I need to let you slide
Release you from this fight, ayee
I never meant it but you never said it, I only realized when it became repetitive
Put you against the wall, foot on the mattress
Yeah I am the monster and you're in my, look
It's sad but you'll never get to say that
Big mad when you see her get her payback
And now you doing things you only ashamed of
Losing her was the only thing you were afraid of
Ha, now she gone I ain't worried bout shit
She aight, she got another dick
But she ain't realized that I wasn't it
She be thinking bout me when she fucking on him
And that's why it's always the same
That's why you take shots to your brain
That's why you don't stay in yo lane
That's why your heart always sink
Cause this was something that was never gone change
Hmm never change
You knew that I was never gone change
But you hoped for the best and you prayed
But I am insane
You cannot change me this way cause if I was a saint
Girl you wouldn't worry today
Ha, we'd pray together everyday
And you'd be okay, cause living this way just leads to heartbreak, but you'll never say it
Grra grra look, hah