umtrillest - Church Lyrics

Mmm
Been outta my mind for a minute
I'm praying the Lord finna send me some better days
Been surrounded by violence I'm tired of fighting
I hope I'm surrounded by better things
Family think I'm okay and I think that's okay
They just don't know cause I won't let em aye
They think I be down cause the girls that I date
That's exactly what I'm gonna let 'em think
Keep ya head up aye
That's what they say
So I walk with a smile all on my face
But anyways
Even though that I'm smiling, to happiness I just can't relate
And I can't relate
To anything
Cause I feel like I'm different in every way
And everything
It seems the same
But my mind and my body feel out of place
I remember that time that I got outta line
Cause I always was quick to put fists up
Beat him down for no reason
When I saw him bleeding I came to my senses and switched up
By then it was too late and I felt really sorry I tried and failed I couldn't fix nun
I was sitting alone feeling real dumb
You would think that I'm the victim
Church, church, church, church
Church, church, church, church
Mmm, mmm
Church church
Church, church, church, church
I don't deserve your love
God almighty above
Ay aye, ay, aye
When I had somebody everything was so different
Like nothing was missing I had me a lover
She looked me in my eyes and she told me she loved me
I thought it was true and we needed each other
And now I feel stupid I don't need nobody
Cause love only leads to my heart in the gutter
These women are demons they cheat and they leave me
Then say I'm the reason so I could just suffer
And I know I ain't perfect so father God
Could you help me out
I need you now
Said I wanna be closer, don't feel any closer
It's some things I ask you to forgive me bout
I need you now
Hmm, mmm
I need you now hmm

Mmm
Been outta my mind for a minute
I'm praying the Lord finna send me some better days
Been surrounded by violence I'm tired of fighting
I hope I'm surrounded by better things
Family think I'm okay and I think that's okay
They just don't know cause I won't let em aye
They think I be down cause the girls that I date
That's exactly what I'm gonna let 'em think
Keep ya head up aye
That's what they say
So I walk with a smile all on my face
But anyways
Even though that I'm smiling, to happiness I just can't relate
And I can't relate
To anything
Cause I feel like I'm different in every way
And everything
It seems the same
But my mind and my body feel out of place
I remember that time that I got outta line
Cause I always was quick to put fists up
Beat him down for no reason
When I saw him bleeding I came to my senses and switched up
By then it was too late and I felt really sorry I tried and failed I couldn't fix nun
I was sitting alone feeling real dumb
You would think that I'm the victim
Church, church, church, church
Church, church, church, church
Mmm, mmm
Church church
Church, church, church, church
I don't deserve your love
God almighty above
Ay aye, ay, aye
When I had somebody everything was so different
Like nothing was missing I had me a lover
She looked me in my eyes and she told me she loved me
I thought it was true and we needed each other
And now I feel stupid I don't need nobody
Cause love only leads to my heart in the gutter
These women are demons they cheat and they leave me
Then say I'm the reason so I could just suffer
And I know I ain't perfect so father God
Could you help me out
I need you now
Said I wanna be closer, don't feel any closer
It's some things I ask you to forgive me bout
I need you now
Hmm, mmm
I need you now hmm