Tyler Treu - Therapy Sessions Lyrics

So used to the views
I gained a loner lifestyle
I couldn't refuse

My mental capacity has taken strain on me
I never knew what it's like to feel so lonely

I weep and I catch myself stressing
Panic attacks I didn't wanna mention

I can't even tell if I'm fine
Trying to find my own design

Contemplating if I should use a 9
On myself, fuck it, I can't deny

Dependant on the drugs cause
I know I wouldn't feel low if I was high

It felt like internally I died
The point exploided, my anxiety had striked

Had to tell myself that everyone's the same
Interaction had me shaky I can't refrain

Dwindle in false truths that lingers in my brain
Heightened sense of my awareness in this rain
I tried to keep myself sane

I lost myself, I'm fucked up
I got some fixing to do, if I'm tryna be clutch