Twiztid - Long Road Home Lyrics

I've been told that home's where the heart is, love don't live here no more regardless
I still feel this emptiness in me, will there be something that can save me?
I try everything no salvation, all they do is prescribe more medication
I can't move

No no, I can't go home
I can't go home
I can't go home
I can't go home

Feelin' unwanted, reelin' sick to my stomach
Problems they keep on comin' regardless of makin' money
Hopin' someone above me could show them how they should love me
Inside of me's a republic of madness then I'm just stuck in recovery
Lookin' to sadness, rough and feelin' so tragic
That every bit of my magic is taking seats in the back
It only comes up when I finally get my hands on a bat,
It's like the whole world welcomes me back
It's like every problem I ever had is back from the track
I took reality and fallout when it casually comes falling right back, and then it's over
I'm either livin' to get high or I'm dyin' tryna be sober, neither bringin' me closer
Now I'm sittin' in this room detoxin' and I'm alone, and all I wanna do is go home
But if I ever get myself up out of this fuckin' hole
This is the only thing I wanted y'all to know, and it goes

Feelin' lost in a room and so alone, there's no changin' me so take me home
I am on my own I've been gone too long, I'm the memory that echoes on
And this song is yours but I'll share it too, because they always question everything we do
And I guess there's just no fixin' wrong as your heart bleeds out to the beat of this song

Do you feel like the level you tryna get
is stuck somewhere between right here and all this stupid bullshit?
You work so hard but it seem just like nothin' matters though,
This life you make em' feel sick and fed up is there an antidote?
To feel better be confident to be okay with the things I cannot change
But that's positive and I'm the opposite
In a bottomless pit I'm fallin'
My feelings are all around me so many sleepless nights,
So many tears enough to drown me
Instead you learn to sleep grab a pillow and work
Sleep and be like a burnable fall when you can simply ride don't quit it
Wherever they may and possibly will beat me along my path,
Will I return to you to see you smile and possibly hear you laugh?
Or will I venture further, more distance 'tween me and home
As long as you know I'm out there that you're never truly alone
And on my endless journey floating beyond the stars
Learning life is not eternal but home is wherever you are

Feelin' lost in a room and so alone, there's no changin' me so take me home
I am on my own I've been gone too long, I'm the memory that echoes on
And this song is yours but I'll share it too, because they always question everything we do
And I guess there's just no fixin' wrong as your heart bleeds out to the beat of this song

Feelin' lost in a room and so alone, there's no changin' me so take me home
I am on my own I've been gone too long, I'm the memory that echoes on
And this song is yours but I'll share it too, because they always question everything we do
And I guess there's just no fixin' wrong as your heart bleeds out to the beat of this song, take me home

I've been told that home's where the heart is, love don't live here no more regardless
I still feel this emptiness in me, will there be something that can save me?