Tryp Flo - I Feel Like I'm Cursed Lyrics

My depression hits
I'm a junkie runnin' from the world cos fuck me
Even if I make it outta here in one piece dealin' with the trauma still gonna haunt me
And everything that I touch turn to nothin'
I don't know much but I do know one thing
I done it all but it don't count for somethin'
I'm puttin' up the walls
Aint up for discussion

Every blade that I ran from cut me
I'm in pain
Fuck the world and fuck this, even if I make it outta here in one piece
I don't that I could ever heal
I'm in the front seat, haulin' ass, prolly boutta crash into somethin'
I don't know much but I do know one thing
I stay fallin' and my mind is a dungeon
Puttin' up the walls
Aint up for discussion

Wonder why social anxiety always get the best of me
Wonder why I'm always textin' you first but you ain't textin' me
And I wonder how you look me right in the face but my eyes always look away
And I wonder why I just don't see the dumb shit I be doin' till it's too late
Wonder why social anxiety always get the best of me
Wonder why I'm always textin' you first but you ain't textin' me
And I wonder why I keep on findin' myself back where I fuckin' started
And I wonder how anyone could go through hell without becomin' heartless

Yeah, I know I ain't like them
I ain't slick
I can't front, I can't pretend
Heartbroken and I can't open up again
Some of the pain comin' from those that I considered friends
Whole life puttin' effort just to get it right
Still haunted by mistakes almost every night
I throw a fit
I burn a bridge just to win a fight
So tell me not to do somethin' Ima regret
I just might
There's a lotta things I wish I didn't do
I wish I knew just what to say
I wish that you can see that I'm a human too
And I fuck up a lot of the time
Don't wanna thing of yesterday
I been runnin' I'm looking for somethin' new
Whole life puttin' effort just to get it right
Still haunted by mistakes almost every night
Make a mothafuckin' scene just to win a fight
Yo, tell me not to somethin' stupid because I just might

Wonder why social anxiety always get the best of me
Wonder why I'm always textin' you first but you ain't textin' me
And I wonder how you look me right in the face but my eyes always look away
And I wonder why I just don't see the dumb shit I be doin' till it's too late
Wonder why social anxiety always get the best of me
Wonder why I'm always textin' you first but you ain't textin' me
And I wonder why I keep on findin' myself back where I fuckin' started
I'm getting so fuckin' tired of this