TRG Sensei - Serenity Prayer Lyrics

I'm praying to have peace with things I can't change
Ever since you've been away I haven't been the same
This depression rules my mind it just won't go away
I'm feeling numb, every task I'm doing just feels mundane
I told myself that I'm the reason for my own pain
Cause I'm the one who chose to love you knowing its in vain
And even though I learnt lessons that ain't everything
I want you here, too much pain to bare, do you feel the same
I'm confused, feeling left alone and abused
Broken home, broken youth
Tell me what's my use?
Love hard, die alone, tell me which to choose
Does it even matter? Either way I stand to lose
Cause I'm never good enough I dunno how to prove
That even though I'm broken I can be good to you
And my heart beats for you and my soul clings to you
But you still don't love me
Still don't love me
Love apology, I guess it wasn't good enough
The situation tricky but I still never give up
Cause I realize every girl I tried was a bust
Felt like a lie if it wasn't me and you
And trust that I know how it's hard when you wanna feel the love But you can't cause we're far and I hate it to my guts
But deep within my heart I just love you so much
But you still don't want me, still don't want me

Didn't wanna let you go, didn't wanna see you leave
Swear I love too hard, wear my heart on my sleeve
You're the rib from my cage, I'm the Adam to your Eve
Do you love to cut me just to see me bleed

I told you that we coulda stayed forever
We could've made it work
But I guess I'm not that clever

If it's in Jah plans I'll be with you I know
But right now I guess I have to take the high road, ye
Smoke in my lungs, falsetto, high note
This love was all I had, left me with my mind blown
Cause you understand me easily and cared about my craft
I thought we'd be forever, made plans and god laughed
And even though it's done I find it hard to let you go
If its the last song then just wanna let you know

Didn't wanna let you go, didn't wanna see you leave
Swear I love too hard, wear my heart on my sleeve
You're the rib from my cage, I'm the Adam to your Eve
Do you love to cut me just to see me bleed?

I told you that we coulda stayed forever
We could've made it work
But I guess I'm not that clever