Transparent-C - Ready Lyrics

How do I wrap my head around this being without you
But I can't imagine the pain I put you through
It's me not you even through I still love you
What the hell am I supposed to do
With all these caged up emotions they're still growing for you
But I gotta get back to myself and admit my faults
And confess all my sins to the world and realize it's my fault
I need to take the time to bring back my life
That's what I'm supposed to do I need to get back
This journey that I'm on I've grown so much I am brand new
I had to take a hard look at my life and change the view
A brand new book is being written and I want to include you
A new man stands before you humbled and ready to love you
I wanna be to whole again, I want to be brand new
I just want to smile again, I need a better clearer view
I wanna held tight, I wanna hear baby I love you
I just wanna be what we're meant to be before I missed you
I wanna be that provider I was meant to be
I want that stronger foundation between you and me
I know this journey is building me up completely
This ain't a sob story it's tale of victory
About a man who fell short but then he rose again
About how this man who's even higher than he's ever been
This journey right here isn't for the faint of heart
I'm reaching my destiny right from my brand new start
This journey that I'm on I've grown so much I am brand new
I had to take a hard look at my life and change the view
A brand new book is being written and I want to include you
A new man stands before you humbled and ready to love you
This journey that I'm on I've grown so much I am brand new
I had to take a hard look at my life and change the view
A brand new book is being written and I want to include you
A new man stands before you humbled and ready to love you
This journey that I'm on I've grown so much I am brand new
I had to take a hard look at my life and change the view
A brand new book is being written and I want to include you
A new man stands before you humbled and ready to love you

How do I wrap my head around this being without you
But I can't imagine the pain I put you through
It's me not you even through I still love you
What the hell am I supposed to do
With all these caged up emotions they're still growing for you
But I gotta get back to myself and admit my faults
And confess all my sins to the world and realize it's my fault
I need to take the time to bring back my life
That's what I'm supposed to do I need to get back
This journey that I'm on I've grown so much I am brand new
I had to take a hard look at my life and change the view
A brand new book is being written and I want to include you
A new man stands before you humbled and ready to love you
I wanna be to whole again, I want to be brand new
I just want to smile again, I need a better clearer view
I wanna held tight, I wanna hear baby I love you
I just wanna be what we're meant to be before I missed you
I wanna be that provider I was meant to be
I want that stronger foundation between you and me
I know this journey is building me up completely
This ain't a sob story it's tale of victory
About a man who fell short but then he rose again
About how this man who's even higher than he's ever been
This journey right here isn't for the faint of heart
I'm reaching my destiny right from my brand new start
This journey that I'm on I've grown so much I am brand new
I had to take a hard look at my life and change the view
A brand new book is being written and I want to include you
A new man stands before you humbled and ready to love you
This journey that I'm on I've grown so much I am brand new
I had to take a hard look at my life and change the view
A brand new book is being written and I want to include you
A new man stands before you humbled and ready to love you
This journey that I'm on I've grown so much I am brand new
I had to take a hard look at my life and change the view
A brand new book is being written and I want to include you
A new man stands before you humbled and ready to love you