Toluca Lake - Advice Lyrics

I remember time alone outside spent waiting
All this time and I had realized what I was chasing
I just can't tell what to think

I guess I've been making mistakes alone
I'm sure I won't see you around anymore
I just don't know who to be

Counting down to the dreams where I won't see you anymore
Counting down to the dreams where I won't see you
I can't remember the last time I took my advice
But maybe that's just how I learned how to fight

It still bothers me to hear my words fall off your tongue
Or see the bits of me I left with you when I was done
But I have only myself to blame for this

It still bothers me to hear my words fall off your tongue
Or see the bits of me I left with you when I was done
I've only ever wrecked the homes I stay in, never building, only breaking

Spent a year just asking why you never understood
How I believed I know exactly who you want and what you need
Only now did it occur to me what it really was
It was never me