TJA - Deep End Lyrics

Go off the deep end
I don't think you understand what i been dealing with, yeah
I been trying not to go off the deep end
I don't think you understand what i been dealing with, yeah, yeah
Go off the deep end
I don't think you understand what i been dealing with
I been trying not to go off the deep end
I don't think you understand what i been dealing with, yeah
It's a whole damn party when the weekend comes
Line up that ivory, gas hit the lungs
I'm just so proud of how far that i have come
But somehow i feel like that just ain't enough
I just want mamma to say that she proud
I just want all of this pain to be drowned
I just want all of my day ones, to see that i made it
And know i kept 10 to the ground
I want the fame and the money it brings
I want these tears to quit claiming my sleep
I want my boys up in heaven to know i don't love them no less and i'm living my dreams
Why does success not feel like it should
Why do i hide that i'm not really good
I stand on the edge with the weight of the world
I swear i'm about to
Go off the deep end
I don't think you understand what i been dealing with
I'm about to go off the deep end, yeah
I don't think you understand what i been dealing with, yeah, yeah
It's a whole damn vibe when I walk in
Gone throw it on the tab, hit the bartend
I ain't ever had to front, I ain't never had to copycat
Bitch i been boss since we dove in
I cover up say it's kuna matah
The disguise that I be wearing is a hella facade
Cuz really who do I got if i'm not okay imma man
Whether or not, they say they love me, they don't understand
Say I'm selfish, selfless, desperate, cocky, precious, reckless, carbon, copy
The people with the most to say about me, not me
But every time i hit a wave see'em dive deep
I be, in my, thoughts, drowning, yaw gone, be okay with, out me
I promise yaw gone be okay, so don't try to save me
Don't try to save me
Don't try to save me
No don't try to save me
Don't waste your time
Tryina save me
Tryina save me
Don't waste your time no
Don't waste your time no
Don't waste your time no
Tryina save me
Don't save me, no don't save me
Don't waste your time
You don't understand no
You never understand
Not to go off the deep end
But i'm headed there

Go off the deep end
I don't think you understand what i been dealing with, yeah
I been trying not to go off the deep end
I don't think you understand what i been dealing with, yeah, yeah
Go off the deep end
I don't think you understand what i been dealing with
I been trying not to go off the deep end
I don't think you understand what i been dealing with, yeah
It's a whole damn party when the weekend comes
Line up that ivory, gas hit the lungs
I'm just so proud of how far that i have come
But somehow i feel like that just ain't enough
I just want mamma to say that she proud
I just want all of this pain to be drowned
I just want all of my day ones, to see that i made it
And know i kept 10 to the ground
I want the fame and the money it brings
I want these tears to quit claiming my sleep
I want my boys up in heaven to know i don't love them no less and i'm living my dreams
Why does success not feel like it should
Why do i hide that i'm not really good
I stand on the edge with the weight of the world
I swear i'm about to
Go off the deep end
I don't think you understand what i been dealing with
I'm about to go off the deep end, yeah
I don't think you understand what i been dealing with, yeah, yeah
It's a whole damn vibe when I walk in
Gone throw it on the tab, hit the bartend
I ain't ever had to front, I ain't never had to copycat
Bitch i been boss since we dove in
I cover up say it's kuna matah
The disguise that I be wearing is a hella facade
Cuz really who do I got if i'm not okay imma man
Whether or not, they say they love me, they don't understand
Say I'm selfish, selfless, desperate, cocky, precious, reckless, carbon, copy
The people with the most to say about me, not me
But every time i hit a wave see'em dive deep
I be, in my, thoughts, drowning, yaw gone, be okay with, out me
I promise yaw gone be okay, so don't try to save me
Don't try to save me
Don't try to save me
No don't try to save me
Don't waste your time
Tryina save me
Tryina save me
Don't waste your time no
Don't waste your time no
Don't waste your time no
Tryina save me
Don't save me, no don't save me
Don't waste your time
You don't understand no
You never understand
Not to go off the deep end
But i'm headed there