Those Without - Rain On Lyrics

How many times have I feigned happiness and been exposed, timing's decomposed, waiting for an option
Rain on the front porch, searching for the source, dark clouds looming over my head again

Pick myself up off the floor
My brain can't bear this weight anymore
I'm not throwing in the towel yet
Let me breath in peace, maybe I'll forget

Filled with regret for every choice that I made these past years
I've been insincere with myself and those around me
Rain in the backyard, aging mental scars
Dark clouds hanging over my head again

Pick myself up off the floor
My brain can't bear this weight anymore
I'm not throwing in the towel yet
Let me breath in peace, and maybe I'll forget

Pick myself up off the floor
My brain can't bear this weight anymore
I'm not throwing in the towel yet
Let me breath in peace, maybe I'll forget

Pick myself up off the floor
My brain can't bear this weight anymore
I'm not throwing in the towel yet
Let me breath in peace, and I'll start again