THIS CURSE - Free Fall Lyrics

Lost in suspension
And drowning deeper than before
Attempts in drowning all my problems
And now they're too big too ignore
There's no expression
To show you how I was before
If I washed ashore
Would you even recognize me?

Anymore
Fight through the pain just to
See your face
How can you say it'll
Be okay
Through sleepless nights
Follow me

So please save
Save me
It feels like I'm sinking
But how deep am I falling now?

I've fought my entire life
Just to fit
Your perfect vision
Now it's so
Out of reach
They're weighing me down
Just stay away from me

And now it seems my life will bear this curse
Where those who blame you watch in plain view
Set me free
I've lost the blessings that control my life
And now with these past few years to show
I'll show you how I've lost it or how I've lost my life

So please save
Save me
It feels like I'm sinking
But how deep am I falling now?
How'd I let myself get in so deep over my head?
Fighting the same battles once again

I've hit rock bottom more than I can count
If I'm stuck falling
How could I climb out?
Reaching for me is the hand of doubt
But I'd rather fall until I hit the ground

And now it seems my life will bear this curse
Where those who blame you watch in plain view
Anymore
Fight through the pain just to
See your face
How can you say it'll
Be okay
Through sleepless nights
Follow me

So please save
Save me
It feels like I'm sinking
But how deep am I falling now?
How'd I let myself get in so deep over my head?
Fighting the same battles once again

I've hit rock bottom more than I can count
If I'm stuck falling
How could I climb out?
Reaching for me is the hand of doubt
But I'd rather fall until I hit the ground